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|This is just "one" of the many, many bizarre events that have been witnessed from my computer. Only in this case, it did not only occur via my computer, but also incorporated the use of my phoneline as well. |
The goal here is to try to stick to pointing out the factors and pertinent information, because I want you, the reader, to draw your own conclusion(s). I may stray from this goal a bit here and there however, because one cannot be subjected to what I have been and for the length of time that I have been and not have some left over residual effects that usually will manifest into and thus revealing some emotional side effects.
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|In October, 2008, an event took place that I was made aware of and it was related to a person that stalked me in real life, both physically and through the use of my telephone, but as far as I know, the stalking ended in the early nineties. This person was an employee of the company I had my phone services with and he had my telephone tapped, so he could listen to all of the conversations that were carried out via my phone. All of the conversations on my phoneline were sent to a designated recording device, where he then listened to them. However, he also could infiltrate into conversations as they were underway. I'll write further about this horrible experience in another writing. The basic mention however, is needed here to fill in the blanks for the commencement of this strange scenario, or continual event.|
In the evening of this day's awareness, a Sunday, I made a phone call to my sister. We talked about whether or not if this event would possibly stir up and commence more unwanted problems from the person that had stalked me in the past. May I also mention and/or remind that this stalker has an extensive knowledge of telephones, computers, hand radios, and just a very good all-around knowledge of electronics period.
Two days later, Tuesday, while I was online, I experienced receiving a type of phone call I had never before received, which I have dubbed since as a "Call To Myself". This call came in to my online voicemail and what was odd about this call was the fact that it came in with the following "caller" information, which is "my" name, "my" phone number, "my" exchange area, the date and time: 2008-10-21 3:36 p.m. (15:36:00) "my" time.
|If you are wondering what could possibly be strange about this phone call, then allow me to add the "key" information that makes it or 'should have made it' impossible and this factor is: I have dial-up. For those of you that may not know, dial-up is a way to connect to the Internet through the use of your landline phoneline. The main factor in this regard is the fact that when using this method of connection, one CANNOT be online AND be able to use their phone AT THE SAME TIME. One can do one OR the other, but NOT both. |
But ACCORDING TO THIS SCREEN CAPTURE, I was doing just this: I was both online AND using my phone AND to top this? Well, I was calling myself!! However, it is not even possible 'without' being online, TO call myself, because if I dial my "own" phone number from my "own" phone, I get this message: "The number you have dialed is not in service." It used to be however, if you 'called' your own number 'from' your own number, you would get a busy signal, which made sense, because if the phone is in use, then a call into it from anyone or anywhere, would be signaled as being in use or busy, because it is being used.
|Since of my previous stalking subjugation and that part of this was performed through my phone and the fact the perp has also an extensive knowledge with computers as well, I assumed that what my sister and I had discussed on the phone was in fact being brought to fruition and so, I "assumed" this strange phone call was being somehow made possible by this said perp.|
|These "calls to myself" continued to come in many times, never with any particular pattern of frequency though, throughout the rest of October, during November, and December. I screen captured these "calls to myself" naturally, because it was just so weird to experience such, not to mention, the ever increasing question in my mind as to "how" could they be even taking place, particularly in lieu of the dial-up connection aforementioned|
During January and February, or 'most of' February, I did not get any of these calls. I was beginning to think, he had decided to give it up and I was relieved thinking he had.
|But.. no such luck! On the 22nd of February at 11:11 a.m., another "call to myself" came in. The exactness of the time kinda' made me wonder a little, but mainly, here I had been thinking I was freed of this intrusion, only to have it come in after an almost two month period without any. To add a bit more mysteriousness to this particular call, it occurred ON MY BIRTHDAY (2/22). (Please make a mental note in regards to the 'time' AND the 'date', especially the time for it drives home a particular number 'twice' AND the only number missing in the "combined equation".)|
|Needless to say, I wasn't very happy about this for it certainly wasn't a welcomed birthday greeting, if you know what I mean. Then to think that my aforementioned stalker had still kept in his recollection the date of my birthday was a bit unsettling to put it mildly for this subjugation had been over and done with many years prior or at least, so I had thought it to be. |
I thought about how I could possibly get some answers along the lines of just how this could be done in the first place beings that I have to use a dial-up connection. I know there are several people here on Elftown that know a good deal about tech stuff and I thought perhaps, someone here on Elftown could shed some light on the "how aspect". So I uploaded the screen capture of my birthday's "call to myself" and placed it in my diary, a public entry, which was an entry 'following' a secret one I had made (make a mental note about this secret diary entry as well). I was hoping that I would get some answers to a very puzzling situation.
|A few days later, I wanted to send the link to this diary entry of the "call to myself" to a friend, because they couldn't quite picture what I meant by writing an explanation of such. Since it is said a picture can be worth a thousand words, I decided to let the screen capture depict the scenario.|
However, when I went to my diary page, the diary entry I had submitted with the screen capture in it of the birthday "call to myself" was GONE! GONE!! The 'secret entry' I had had there just before it, had then been made "public", which I did not appreciate in addition to the disappearing diary entry. I was fuming! But rather than simply assuming the worst, which I wasn't quite sure what the worst was at this point, after some thinking, I decided to message [Hedda], hoping he could shed some light on its disappearance. Not only now was this act of supposedly calling myself a mystery, but in addition to this, I had to wonder what the heck happened to my diary entry. Something strange was becoming even more strange!
Although I had more diary entries AFTER this particular one, I still thought that perhaps this was a bug situation. There had not been any really recent crashes, but even if there had, crashes affect and lose the 'latest' of features and do NOT go back through previous diaries, comments, etc., and pluck out randomly any of these. At least not that I know of, do they do this.
|My message to [Hedda]:|
Letter number: 75774068
Sent 2009-02-27 21:18:00 (732 days ago)
Next in thread: 75785878
"Is there a bug that's making diary entries disappear? I seem to be missing a public diary entry made on 2009-02-22."
[Hedda] replied with:
Letter number: 75785878
Sent 2009-03-02 10:42:19 (730 days ago)
Previous in thread: 75774068
Next in thread: 75786611
"<blog:1067626> seems to be working just fine. It's written the 23rd, but about the 22nd. It even has a comment in <gb:1067627>
<blog:1067604> and <blog:1067533> are private notes written with that date too.
Happy belated birthday, I guess!"
Letter number: 75786611
Sent 2009-03-02 17:09:22 (729 days ago)
Previous in thread: 75785878
Next in thread: 75786821
"<blog:1067626> <-- Not that one! It's not missing.
All I know is I entered <blog:1067604> then I entered the "diary that is now missing", then I entered <blog:1067626>. The missing diary entry was about a bloody phone call to myself that occurred on 2009-2-22 11:11 a.m. (my time). ...And in the process of losing this diary entry, <blog:1067604> which was made initially as a "secret diary" entry, transformed from a secret entry to a public one, which I didn't appreciate. I am not the only one that knows that my now missing diary entry was there and that the one before it was a secret diary.
All I wanted to know is how it is possible for me to call myself. I can't be online and use my phone at the same time, not on dial-up. If I were to call myself (don't know why I would do this), even offline, I would get a busy signal. But during this whole thing, I now know who did it and has been doing it. ;)"
Letter number: 75786821
Sent 2009-03-02 17:44:38 (729 days ago)
Previous in thread: 75786611
"I'm guessing that you didn't create <blog:1067626>, but instead somehow manage to edit the entry that is missing now. That's the only explanation I can think of."
|I knew darn sight well that it had existed as others can attest to both on Elftown and in real life and I did NOT delete it nor edit it, for I placed it there in an attempt to get some answers. The entry he is referring to: <blog:1067626> of course "I" created the entry! Who else would have? It's in MY diary afterall. |
Of course, there is another factor present here that I just want to point out. The ONLY other person that can delete/get rid of a diary entry besides the member it belongs to, is the owner of the server that it is on. Since "I" didn't delete it, because I wanted to know "how" these "calls to myself" were occurring, there is only one other possible answer.
Needless to say at this point I was beginning to re-evaluate my line of thinking about the whole enchilada: the "calls to myself" AND the mysterious disappearance of my diary entry of the one on my birthday, but who wouldn't begin to get suspicious? This realisation only made the situation worse, because I really didn't want to think in the direction I was heading in. I didn't want to think it, much less know it.
|I decided to purchase an extended area for calling. There was now a different person that could possibly be at the root of these "calls to myself", and the person, my previous stalker, was becoming less and less likely as the person behind these "calls to myself", but I wanted to either pull in as a viable suspect or rule out, any one that either 'could' be involved or 'could not' be involved. |
I began making phone calls and I made MANY to one person. I was torn between suspecting, but not wanting to suspect the person I had begun to. I was hoping I could reach this person and talk and I was hoping there was some other explanation that this person could give me that would clear them of any suspicion I was leaning towards.
I tried calling all different times.. of the day and evening, as well as all different days of the week. Off the top of my head without digging out the records of these, I would say for a period of about three months, give or take, I tried calling. I easily made at least 30 or more "directly dialed" phone calls. Each time however, when I called this person's number, the little noises of the call going through I would hear, but then, there would be complete silence or dead air and then, I would get the sound of dial tone again.
About half way though this series of calls, the person got a new number. So I commenced the calling with the new number, but the same thing happened. I could get no completion of my calls!
|Meanwhile, I kept getting these calls to myself, some of them have very close correlation or a very odd coincidence with particular events. A couple for instances: the timing of two calls coincide with two comments on a private wiki page here of mine. I got several "calls to myself" during March, 2009, but none during the period of three weeks that I was kept banned and the "calls to myself" commenced right after my banning was lifted. |
I reached a point of thinking about giving up the attempts to call and try to reach this person, but since I was still being plagued with "calls to myself", I couldn't just simply let the idea go or ignore the calls, because it was irritating, frustrating, and annoying... just a few adjectives here.
|As can be seen, I am in a conversation which I took on, on the computer, which means I accepted and then talked to the person, my sister, while I was online. Eight ~"8"~ minutes into the conversation, I somehow "called myself" WHILE I WAS ALREADY TALKING TO SOMEONE ONLINE, which is quite remarkable in and of itself, let alone with dial-up. I cannot use my phone to call myself while I'm online, but it certainly appears here that I can AND I can also do it while "already talking to someone else besides"!? Does this seem weird at all OR simply nothing out of the norm? |
I attempted to "take the second call on", if for no other reason than to see whom "I" was "calling myself"! But the caller hung up! Imagine that! Why, I hung up on myself! How rude of me to do this to myself! I really do need to speak to myself about such very rude behaviour, now don't I? *makes a note*
If it seems like I'm trying to laugh this off, it's exactly what I am doing and have tried to do through this and ALL the rest I've been made to put up with, that no one has wanted to hear. Trying to be rational or level headed or maintaining some sort of sense of humour has not been easy. Trying to figure out just whom is coming at you and from where would make ANYONE lose their sense of direction. It really is a miracle that I have not gone crazy, likely as the person behind this is so hoping for, so some additional satisfaction at my expense can be had, like: "I told you all so she was!" Try this hell sometime folks, and you'll come to know what I mean.. in spades.
|One day just after waking up from a nap and out of the blue, an idea popped into my head. What if I try calling this person, right when I get the next "call to myself"? It didn't really make sense to me as to why this might help, but I thought, I had nothing to lose by giving it a try. |
I moved the connection point from my computer to my phoneline close, within easy reach just over my monitor, so I could quickly and easily disconnect my computer from my phoneline. Signing off of line would take too long for me to be able to use my phone within seconds.
The next step was, I punched in the phone number to "directly dial" the person whom I had tried to call previously countless times, but was NEVER able to make a 'completed' connection. Then all I'd have to do after disconnecting the phoneline was hit 're-dial'. For some unknown reason, I seemed to sense the utmost importance of making the call immediately after getting a "call to myself".
With my phone right next to me, ready and waiting just to hit the re-dial button and the plug disconnection close to detach in an instant, all I had to do then was... wait. ...And.. so I DID!
|Sure enough, BINGO! ...in came a "call to myself"! All in a matter of seconds, I unplugged and hit re-dial. WHALAH!! Success! The call went through, a completed connection! Yepper! I heard the ringy-dingies. lol Another surprise.. a person answered ..and so be it, it was indeed the person I had been wanting to reach in so many prior attempts. We definitively established that we knew without question whom each of us was. |
However, out of left field, the person made a statement that made little sense to me in concept, particularly of its origin: "If you don't like me, please don't call me again." and then hung up. *click* I tried to call back because I was confused as to why the person said what they said, but then all I was greeted with, was garble I couldn't understand, but even though I made no headway with the return call, it proved that the line was still "open", for I did not get dead air. Perhaps, the element of surprise had a lasting affect?
|What the person said was a bit unsettling to me, because I did not know how or why such a statement had been made. So I sent the person an email and I told the person that I did like them. The person responded with: "I know how you feel and I'm not interested." |
Okay, on the phone, I was told I did not like them. In the email response, I was told JUST THE OPPOSITE. Pure contradiction to their own statement, which made absolutely NO sense.
|To recap the main stream: The ONLY time I was able to place a SUCCESSFUL call was immediately following a "call to myself". ..And since I made THEE phone call I just described, I do NOT get any more "calls to myself". Bingo! They stopped!! |
It certainly would appear that this "could" have been part of some sort of plan to reinforce the notion around here that I'm just a paranoid lunatic. But.. it's just a logical theory. However, I have the evidence, I have witnesses, I have the records, the logs, etc., and these ARE NO THEORY, BUT FACTUAL and IRREFUTABLE EVIDENCE ...and occasionally, I play back "thee" call I was able to make, just to listen to the conversation ...again.
The VERY big question here, however, IS:
How did this person know just when to START making these "calls to myself"? HOW? Because, as can be read in the very beginning, these "calls to myself" commenced only two days AFTER a phone conversation I had had with my sister. It's just a little TOO DAMN COINCIDENTAL!
|Rather than re-writing it all here, please see the following diary/blog entries to see what transpired as a result of yours truly putting this page and the information on it together:|
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|Now detectives, please draw your own conclusions. Comments may be made in the comment section at the bottom of this wiki-page. Please share this wiki-page everywhere and with everyone you know. People need to be made aware that some seemingly bizarre things ARE possible, even if they may, for the average person, seem more like they are too far-fetched or are way out there in the realm of "just not possible". If I can possibly help to spare others the hell I've been put through in the last four years, then at least I did not go through it all for nothing nor in vain.|
|As can be seen, I did not reveal the name of the person whom first, I had tried to call so many times, then was finally and ONLY able to reach IMMEDIATELY FOLLOWING a call to myself, because I've been hoping that he and I could work things out between us. However, I now know this isn't possible. He is NOT interested in working anything out, but rather just interested in throwing more insults at me and hurting me more. But then, guilty people do tend to make the person or persons they are targeting in one fashion or another, out to be the bad person(s). This is a well known retaliatory tactic. In his latest correspondence with me (an excerpt of), he wrote:|
"Stay away from me!" ..plus more... "I feel sad about that you're delusional..."
Well, I'm tired of being his scapegoat and being subjected to his treatment, the insults, the name calling, the threats from him, etc.. Now then, since I have exhausted every avenue I know of to work things out between him and I, including offering him my forgiveness if he would just be open and honest with me, I have concluded the only way to show whom it is that is really delusional, paranoid, a liar, etc., is to show and tell all I've gathered, so people can see for themselves, just whom the all-to-common "common denominator" is.
The person whom I finally was able to connect to on the phone, as I describe in detail above, is none other than: [Hedda] (Henrik 'Hedda' Wallin). Now, let's see if he will deny this fact, just as he did in regards to the little, red heart placement in my badge slot. ...And apparently DID make it look like I had never been to the invite page. The proof awaits!
Oh, one more thing... those Helkern Worms that were being sent to my computer that Kaspersky has warned me about but blocked? ...over a thousand of in a year! ..well, they've now stopped coming in. My last one was on March 19th, 2011 and the one previously sent before the 19th was on March 8th, 2011. I guess it can be quite easily calculated just whom was behind these as well? One would have to be bloody ignorant not to be able to put two and two together and not see the obvious.
It is rather interesting... I was navigating Elftown with no problem UNTIL I arrived here on THIS page, did this latest editing, and when I then tried to submit, I am now having problems.. errors, white pages, pages just sitting and not loading, etc.. Oh the timing! Oh, but what I just wrote, too! Ahh, but no one is watching me ..and very closely! ..And I have company at my house.. watching it all right along with me! I was wondering IF I was still being watched, considering "Stay away from me!" and all. Riiiiiiiight.
Don't you all know as well, that the moon is square? LOL If you're one that buys this, may I also interest you in some ocean front property in Arizona? I will even throw in the Golden Gate Bridge! Can't beat this deal! LOLOL
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