BY THE WAY, 'LEARETH' MEANS 'DARKNESS'and Azarni means "A thistle Flower"

i couldnt fit it in the email thingy, but my hotmail is Lomode_ShadowLover@hotmail.com if anyone wants to add me.

Alive, but dead.
whole, but empty.
happy, but sad.
soul-less and dark.
crying and fading away.

hey! im a 14 yr old chik who loves sites like these (by the way, this is the only site ive been able 2 register onto!) and loves 2 draw and write and read. :D
i love vanyel ashkevron and stefen from mercedes lackey's 'the last herald mage' series :D
mail me if ur bored, cause im at skool most of the time im online, and almost always bored
dosent matter if ur a guy (im taken, but i can still be friends, dudes!)
or gal :D
oh, did i mention that i have a twin sis?
oh well, love it or shuv it

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BeSt FwEnDs:

Jbunny-jbunny is the funniest person on earth! absolutely infatuated with Tre Cool, the drummer from green day.

Mish-my twin sis and the other half of my soul...i cant live without you

nick- friend! yay!!

gabriel-one of my besties!! love yas heaps gabe

drake-lol, the coolest guy i ever met and my loving boyfriend. i love you, Drake! :)

anu-lol, one of my bestie fwends...insane, and loves it!

flora-hehehe crazy. love u gorjuzz. she's in india at the moment on holidays! i miss u!

lucy-sober in class and crazy outside....i dont think she needs sugar, either

ellie-NCL is her middle name!!! she is funny, sarcastic, and a special friend

liz-ell's twin and just as funny and special

samantha.S- cool, funny and fun to be around, sam is also a special friend

meghan-loves good cahrlotte, benji, joel and billy and HIM the same as me!!!! she is cool, wears black, and a special friend (i might say all my friends are special!! they are)yeah, but she is like a sister

jesse- jesse is cool, fun to be around and is a law unto herself...a special friend and person

marcella-marcella....quiet, reserved, and artist all around...to sum her up in so many words....friendly, shy, loyal, happy, king, generous, giving...she is a close friend

Katylen Michalle-my little god-daughter!
oh my god! im only 14 and im a godmother!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(im still typing this up!!! sorry if i missed anyone, but im not finished yet)

lyrics to good charlotte meet my maker


So this is it
This is my life
This is my time, its ending tonight
I made my mistakes
I tried to live right
Stepped out of the darkness into the light
And when Im gone
Will they remember
Will they mourn
Will they move on
When light sets on the lonely sun
His time has come
His life is done


And tonight
Well celebrate the end
Of this life
And well sing
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah


Whoa, its alright
This is the night life leaves me again
With open arms
This is the way
The way I'll meet my maker tonight


And on my grave
What will it say?
Here lies another soul that was saved
So please dont cry
Just sleep at night
And I will wait on the other side


And tonight
Well celebrate the end
Of this life
And well sing
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah


Whoa, its alright
This is the night life leaves me again
With open arms
This is the way
The way I'll meet my maker tonight


And tonight
Well celebrate the end
Of this life
And well sing
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah


Whoa, its alright
This is the night life leaves me again
With open arms
This is the way
The way I'll meet my maker tonight


Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa



Wounded-Good Charlotte

Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
But hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I'll try to make it seem okay
But my faith is wearing thin


So help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way to long
Help me fill this hole
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open and I'm bleeding all over your brand new rug
And need some one to help sew them up


I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted a movie screen
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed
And now my mind is an open book
And now my heart is an open wound
And now my life is an open soul for all to see


But help to heal these wounds
They've been open for way to long
Help me fill this hole
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open and I'm bleeding all over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me


So u come along
I push you away
And kick and scream for you to stay
'Cause I need someone to help me
Oh I need someone to help me


To help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way to long
Help me fill this hole
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open and I'm bleeding all over your brand new rug


And I need someone to help me sew them
I need someone to help me fill them
I need someone to help me close them up


lyrics to good charlotte-bloody valentine


Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life


I ripped out
His throat
And called you on the telephone
To take off
My disguise
Just in time to hear you cry
(When You) You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time


Singing...


Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight


There was
Police and
Flashing lights
The rain came down so hard that night and the
Headlines read
A lover died
No tell-tale heart was left to find


(When You) You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time


Singin'...


Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight


Tonight


He dropped you off, I followed him home
Then I stood outside his bedroom window
Standing over him, he begged me not to do
What I knew I had to do cuz I'm so in love with you


Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight
Tonight


If you had me alone, locked up in your room for 24 hours, and I had to do whatever you wanted me to do, what would you do with me? Post this in your house. You might be surprised at the answers you get