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.Chemical Imbalance. (When Darkness Turns To Light, It Ends Tonight♥)

Member #10115 created: 2005-02-25 00:44:15

Simple URL: http://www.elfpack.com/10115

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Email: moonlit_serinity@yahoo.com

Name: Sara Dryden

I'll Still Be Right Here Patiently Waiting For You To Reappear

One blue eye, one green. Its odd, far from normal--even for me.
Its not a contact, its not photoediting, for that matter I dont
even have a green eye, but they DO change color >.<

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Adventurer	Crazy kid

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Hello, My Fallen Angels.

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.And. .This. .Is. . My. .[Sob]. .Story.

In loving memory of James Franklin Carter -- You were always like my father 
James, and Mom really did love you, if you 
never knew or had any doubts... We all miss you 
so much, and we love you even more.

But did you have to go and [.Die.]?

.:.&&^I See ^{S T A R S}.:.

It Is Impossible
To Never Tell The Truth
But The Reality Is I'm
Getting Away With Murder

If You Couldn't Tell I Revamped.. My Profile... For The Rest Go To : ..Smile In Your Sleep's Pro And To Know More About Sara Go To : Random Facts About Me!! OR, Sara's CrapTastic Pics!

^{The Reason

I'm not a perfect person,

There are many things I wish I didn't do,

But I continue learning,

I never meant to do those things to you,

And so I have to say before I go,

That I just want you to know:

I've found a reason for me,

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new,

And the reason is you.

I'm sorry that I hurt you,

Its something I must live with everyday,

And all the pain I put you through,

I wish that i could take it all away,

And be the one who catches all your tears,

Thats why I need you to hear:

I'm not a perfect person,

I never meant to do those things to you,

And so I have to say before I go,

That I just want you to know:

I've found a reason for me,

To change who I used to be,

A reason to start over new,

And the reason is you,

I've found a reason to show,

A side of me you didn't know,

A reason for all that I do,

And the reason is you...}

I AM THE MESS YOU CHOSE,
THE CLOSET YOU CANNOT CLOSE

^{But All The Things I Say, In Moments Of Disarray, Couldn't Change How You Feel}

^{They Were All In LOVE With Dieing They Were Doin It In TEXAS.}

In March I left everything I knew to start over with my mother and father.
Funny thing is, I'm already sick of it. Guess 'starting over' just isn't my thing..
(even though its what I've always wanted.)
If this is what he wants, and its what she wants then whys there so much pain?
Its Not Right.

Hold Me Now I Need To Feel Complete, 
Like I Mattered To The One I Need

Music and Friends are my life, without them, I am nothing.
^{[Once Upon A Time..]

There was a young woman who had her heart broken by the

only one that was keeping her going.

She was a fool to fall in Love.

That Young Woman was ME .

[ The End. ]}
^{Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,

Don't know how much time has passed,

But it feels like forever,

And No one ever tells you that forever feels like Home ,

Sitting all alone inside your head.}

^{A Zombie Hides My Face}

Can You Say 'Brain Washing'

I deny all I have been taught religiously. I do not believe in the "heavenly father" or 'his son'. I believe firmly in REINCARNATION.
But The Best Part Of Believe is The LIE

I Fell Too Hard && Too Fast To 
Ever Make Up For Losing You...</3

^{ShE's GoT a CaSe Of DeAd LoVeRs EyEs}
Kill.X.Me.x.Slowly.X.Or.x.I'll.x.Never.x.Be.The.x.Same.

[★]Friends:[★]
You ARE My BROTHERS
Each One I WOULD DIE For

^{Swore We'd All Be Friends Till The END. No Tears, No Breakin' Each Others' Hearts.}

   I
Fucking 
  [♥]
   U

^{So-I-Thought -- FlyLeaf

All your twisted thoughts free flow

To everlasting memories

Show soul

Kiss the stars with me

And dread the wait for

Stupid calls returning to us to life

We say to those who are in love

It can't be true 'cause we're too young

I know that's true because so long I was

So in love with you

So I thought

A year goes by

And I can't talk about it

On my knees

Dim lighted room

Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this

I'm not faithless

Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose

Ignorance is bliss cherish it

Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold

Believe it not

And fight the tears

With pretty smiles and lies about the times

A year goes by

And I can't talk about it

The times weren't right

And I couldn't talk about it

Choris Romance says goodnight

Close your eyes and I'll close mine

Remember you, remember me

Hurt the first, the last between

Choris Romance says goodnight

Close your eyes and I'll close mine

Remember you, remember me

Hurt the first, the last, between

And I'm praying that we will see

Something there in between

Then and there that exceeds all we can dream

So we can talk about it

Choris Romance says goodnight

Close your eyes and I'll close mine

Remember you, remember me

Hurt the first, the last between

Choris Romance says goodnight

Close your eyes and I'll close mine

Remember you, remember me

Hurt the first, the last healing

And I'm praying that we will see

Something there in between

Then and there that exceeds all we can dream

And all these twisted thoughts I see

Jesus there in between

And all these twisted thoughts I see

Jesus there in between}

.You. [ Say ] .GoodBye. .[&&]. .I. [ Say ] .Hello.

Don't Know Why You Say Goodbye When I Say Hello.
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Age: 18

Year of birth: 1988

Month of birth: 6

Day of birth: 16

Gender: female

What do you do?: Something in between

Place of living: USA-Texas

Exact place of living: The Land Of Losers And Pot Heads, Freaks And Geeks.. Ah, What A Home *sigh*

Known languages

English	German

Elfpack crew wannabe: Yes

Music

alternative	classical	country
goth	grunge	heavy metal
new age	progressive metal	punk
rock	synth	techno

Other interests

animals	anime	art
books	cars	chasing the preferred sex
dancing	drinks	fantasy
fashion	film	history
horses	motorcycles	party
poetry	singing	scifi
slacking	smoking	shopping
theatre	travelling	whisky
woodwork	writing

Civil status: single

Sexual preference: opposite sex

Body shape: normal

Height: 163

.Chemical Imbalance. (When Darkness Turns To Light, It Ends Tonight♥)

Hello, My Fallen Angels.

In loving memory of James Franklin Carter -- You were always like my father James, and Mom really did love you, if you never knew or had any doubts... We all miss you so much, and we love you even more.

.:.&&I See S T A R S.:.

They Were All In LOVE With Dieing They Were Doin It In TEXAS.

Hold Me Now I Need To Feel Complete, Like I Mattered To The One I Need

A Zombie Hides My Face

Can You Say 'Brain Washing'

I Fell Too Hard && Too Fast To Ever Make Up For Losing You...</3

[★]Friends:[★] You ARE My BROTHERS Each One I WOULD DIE For

I Fucking [♥] U

.You. [ Say ] .GoodBye. .[&&]. .I. [ Say ] .Hello.

[#]

.:.&&^I See ^{S T A R S}.:.

^{They Were All In LOVE With Dieing They Were Doin It In TEXAS.}