[xILY]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2006-12-22
Written: (5879 days ago)

butiwontbeafraidjustbecauseyoudontneedme.
iwillnotbeashamedjustbecauseyoudontbelieveme.

[ i w i l l n o t f a d e a w a y a g a i n ]

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Written about Sunday 2006-11-26
Written: (5905 days ago)

It's not the way you see me.

It's the way you let me down.

</3

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Written about Tuesday 2006-11-07
Written: (5924 days ago)

...x[X*wo0t*X]x...

<3

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Written about Monday 2006-08-07
Written: (6016 days ago)

[]</3~It's true you never know what you had until it's gone~</3[]
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Written about Sunday 2006-07-09
Written: (6045 days ago)

[</3]×..Sometimes Youu Haff To Wonder Who Youur "Friends" Are...×[</3]


×In No Particular Order×


[]Matt Wakefield[]×[]Dave Cumberbatch[]×[]Elliot Dickerson[]
[]James McKlin[]×[]Lee James[]×[]James{Cunt} Stafford[]
[]Alex Vujackovich[]×[]Ashley Williams[]×[]Harley Wright[]
[]Joe Gilbert[]×[]Matthew Evans[]×[]Elliot Miller[]
[]Sean Jones[]×[]Lewis Duncan[]×[]Sam Markson[]
[]Tomm LeeMan[]×[]Jedd Gall[]×[]Lorry Jones[]


[]Amy Phillips[]×[]Zoey Blower[]×[]Stacey Richards[]
[]Christie Roberts[]×[]Daneeyh Stafford[]×[]Emaa Holister[]
[]Beth Hill[]×[]Rachel Turner[]×[]Rachel Davies[]


[<3]×..&& All My Wonderful EP people, I Love You..×[<3]

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6052 days ago)

[<3]×..It's like the only company I seek is misery all around..×[<3]
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Written about Sunday 2006-06-25
Written: (6059 days ago)
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Written about Monday 2006-06-19
Written: (6065 days ago)

W H E N | G O O D | K I D S | G O | B A D ♥
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Written about Sunday 2006-06-18
Written: (6066 days ago)
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Written about Monday 2006-06-12
Written: (6072 days ago)

♥ _ _ _ _ ♥


&& no, it's not who you're all thinking it is *rolls eyes* >.<
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Written about Monday 2006-06-12
Written: (6072 days ago)

S T A N D I N G . O N . T H E . R O O F T O P S . E V E R Y B O D Y . S C R E A M . Y O U R . H E A R T . O U T .
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Written about Thursday 2006-06-08
Written: (6077 days ago)

Well i feel stupid for that.
I don't know why I even cared that it was all bullocks
(I won't mention what).
It's not like it means anything to me anymore it's none of my business.
I guess I'd just like to be told the truth >.<
You never told me the truth. Not one thing you said!
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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-07
Written: (6077 days ago)

My Gawwd. I'm really starting to feel it now.
I thought it was bad at the beginning, but it was nothing.
Not compared to this.
I HATE MYSELF. I try to make myself believe I don't.
I do.
People can tell me all they want. It won't work.
I saw you slipping. But I was too stubborn to pull you back.
Thinking in the end everything would be ok.
That I always get my way.
You proved me wrong.

My whole life is going down hill.
I'm fucking up my school work.
My friends are beginning to see the me.
The me I never wanted them to even suspect was real.
I'm beggining to wonder why I bother?
What's truely keeping me here?
It may sound horrible, but it's not my friends, not my family.
No one understands ME anymore.
They understand who I wanted them to know.
I just want one person. One person to understand me.
One person I can tell everything to.
One person who won't let me fuck up again.
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Written about Tuesday 2006-06-06
Written: (6078 days ago)

They say don't trust,
You, me, we, us.

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Written about Sunday 2006-06-04
Written: (6080 days ago)
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Written about Monday 2006-05-29
Written: (6086 days ago)

You said i got it all so wrong..
..That i could never be someone..
..You said that I was just a little girl who doesn't know


..buT looK aT mE noW ^ ^

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Written about Saturday 2006-05-27
Written: (6088 days ago)

x . [ You knew the thing that would piss me off the most so you went and fxcking did it ] . x
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Written about Thursday 2006-05-25
Written: (6091 days ago)

As we grow up we learn that even the one
person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down
probably will.
[You'll have your heart broken
probably more than once and its harder everytime.
]
You'll break hearts too so remember how it felt
when yours was broken.
[You'll fight with your
best friend and you might even fall in love with
them.
] You'll blame a new love for things an old
one did.
You'll cry because time is passing so
fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

[So take too many pictures, laugh too hard, and
live like you've never been hurt because every
second you spend mad or upset is a minute of
happiness you'll never get back..
]
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Written about Tuesday 2006-05-23
Written: (6092 days ago)






Yoo called meeh strong; Yoo called me weak. But still yoor secrets; I will keep. Yoo took for granted; All the times I never let yoo down



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Written about Tuesday 2006-05-23
Written: (6092 days ago)



Brick Man:
So is this as fun as Cadbury's World ?

Meehself:
No.

Brick Man:
Ohh. What just because you got free chocolate ?

Meehself:
Maybee ! But also because bricks don't interest me in the slightest.

Brick Man:
Wanna free brick ?


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Written about Saturday 2006-05-13
Written: (6102 days ago)

// i can't believe i let that happen.

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