[kendall]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2011-03-01
Written: (4351 days ago)
Next in thread: 131764

i just realize something that most people dont ever my life is perfect just the way it is and i love it

130854  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2010-11-16
Written: (4456 days ago)

Teenage boy: 18 years old: jock: father: name is Ryan: his side of the story.




It’s pouring down rain at the first game of the football season. There’s two minutes left in the game and they are down by one point. The coach calls Ryan to go out and make the winning field goal. He runs out to the field and gets ready but right before he kicks he turns to face the bleachers and looks into her eyes. *he’s seen her around school before and they have classes together* He smiles at her and turns to the game and kicks the ball…… He walks up the steps towards the bleachers and see’s her she in a purple tank top and a black skirt. He walks over to her and says “hi I’m Ryan” He reaches into his gym bag and pulls out his red and white lettermen’s jacket and puts it over her shoulders. They walk back up to the school together and he heads down to the locker room to change. He comes back up and everyone else is gone then he see’s her still standing there and asks her is she has a ride home. So they both walk to his red ford jeep and he puts his gym bag and her backpack in the back and he asks her where she lives. So he heads to her house and he pulls into the drive way and says “you know your really cute?” and he leans over and kisses her goodnight and walks her to her door.




 I finally spoke to her today at the game. I even gave her a ride home and let her keep my lettermen’s jacket. This was a great night I hope to speak to her more at school. She has the prettiest eyes. I have seen her around school before with her friends she has the most beautiful smile in the world. She is different from all the other girls at our school. She doesn’t care about make-up or what she wears. Jade is a country girl a tomboy so cute but other guys here just don’t like it and I don’t know why. I hope to ask her out on a date for Sunday maybe go to movies and dinner or something like that. I can’t get her smile out of my head I have never felt this way about any other girl before.

129223  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2010-05-31
Written: (4625 days ago)

life is not a someday thing or a one day thing its a right now everyday thing

only those who dare truly live

accept no one's definition of your life, define yourself

courage is a quality which grows with use

trust in your own untried capacity

what will you do today that will matter tomorrow

anything's possible if you've got enough nerve

life is about to become more than we are

we cannot wait for the storm to blow over we must learn to work in the rain

when i let go of what i am i become what i might be

some have thousands of reasons why they cant do something but they only need one to do it

129222  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2010-05-31
Written: (4625 days ago)

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”

“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”

You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your lover's arms can only come later when you're sure they won't laugh if you trip.

129221  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2010-05-31
Written: (4625 days ago)

he knows how i feel and is one of the only people who knows whats happened to me in my life the bad and the good things. hes the one person i can tell anything to and he wouldnt judge me for it. if only he knew how much he really meant to me and realize i have been there for him. =(

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Written about Saturday 2010-01-30
Written: (4746 days ago)

she builds herself up after every fall and trys again but this time its different this time i dont think she will be able to build herself up again she thought this time would be different but her sister and friend told her to dump him but she would not listen she thought he liked her like she liked him i guess it took him knocking her down to realize she is never going to be loved at that she wont be able to build herself up again not after this

127628  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2010-01-30
Written: (4746 days ago)

i am someone that if you go to the mall i am always in the bookstore finding something new to read i will sit in the bookstore for hours and hours reading and you all will be shopping i am the girl who for my brithday could go to a bookstore with 20$ and come out of the store when it closes with 10 books i am the type of girl who has read every book at her house and now needs more i am the type of girl that no one really gets

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Written about Saturday 2010-01-30
Written: (4746 days ago)

if you do something you dont want to so that you can see someone smile again people say "then you should be happy to" but they dont know who you really are because if they did they would never had said that

127626  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2010-01-30
Written: (4746 days ago)

most girls wear girly clothes, cheer lead, go shopping, shop at the mall, or wear make up. i am not like that i am the type of girl who plays sports and goes to football games and cheers on her friends from the stands. i dont cheer lead i dont wear make up and i dont go to the mall a lot. i wear clothes i like. i might not be pretty but i am kind and caring. will all those other girls write a song about you? i know i might not be the one anyone wants to date. but if i get the chance you wont be sorry you at lest tried because i will never lie to you or cheat on you. i will not change myself for a guy. if they dont like me for who i am its their choice cause i am who i am and i wont change one thing about me

127625  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2010-01-30
Written: (4746 days ago)

she wakes up in the same old house
in the same old town
get dressed in her same old clothes
gets her same old backpack on
get on the same old bus
goes to the same old school
does the same old stuff
then one day she trys something new
instead of wearing her old clothes she trys her new clothes on
she gets to her same old school
and now people start talking to her
but she like "why cant they like me for myself"
the next day she puts her old clothes on
gets on the same old bus
goes to the same old school
and when she gets their no one will talk to her
she says to herself "if only they gave me a chance

127624  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2010-01-30
Written: (4746 days ago)

how come guy think they know right away if things will work out or not. i mean how do they know if they gave a girl a chance maybe they will become closer. maybe they will realize they were wrong they didnt know if it would work so i think they should give the girl a chance i mean you never know what will actually happen unless you give her a chance

127623  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2010-01-30
Written: (4746 days ago)

i am the "buddy" one of the guys my friends say. and i guess thats all i will ever be to guys is a buddy because no one trys to get to know the real me that i like girly things i just like guy stuff a little more so i guess for now i will stay one of the guys

127621  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2010-01-30
Written: (4746 days ago)

life is not a someday thing or a one day thing its a right now everyday thing

only those who dare truly live

accept no one's definition of your life, define yourself

courage is a quality which grows with use

trust in your own untried capacity

what will you do today that will matter tomorrow

anything's possible if you've got enough nerve

life is about to become more than we are

we cannot wait for the storm to blow over we must learn to work in the rain

when i let go of what i am i become what i might be

some have thousands of reasons why they cant do something but they only need one to do it

127620  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2010-01-30
Written: (4746 days ago)

this is a new year a new begging lets hope a new life with new people in it

127619  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2010-01-30
Written: (4746 days ago)

Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not perfect and I don't live to be. But, before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean

126397  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2009-11-26
Written: (4811 days ago)

So it's my first thanksgiving without my dad and I hate it. I am crying so much now and days because I miss him alot. I mean why would he leave his kids did we do something wrong? Is he running away from us cause he is mad we are alive? I know he is not mad we are alive but sometimes it feels like it because he left us just like his dad left hi
And I am afriad I might do the same thing to my kids when and if I have any.

125808  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2009-10-20
Written: (4848 days ago)
Next in thread: 125813

most girls wear girly clothes, cheer lead, go shopping, shop at the mall, or wear make up. i am not like that i am the type of girl who plays sports and goes to football games and cheers on her friends from the stands. i don't cheer lead i don't wear make up and i don't go to the mall a lot. i wear clothes i like. i might not be pretty but i am kind and caring. will all those other girls write a song about you? i know i might not be the one anyone wants to date. but if i get the chance you wont be sorry you at lest tried because i will never lie to you or cheat on you. i will not change myself for a guy. if they don't like me for who i am its their choice cause i am who i am and i wont change one thing about me

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