[jason178]'s diary

125408  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-09-16
Written: (4824 days ago)

The Slits On My Wrists

I run this blade across my wrist
To take away some of the pain
But its never going to change
It will always be the same
Its driving me insane
So i fall though the darkness
Into a lake of blood
The blood that has poured from the slits on my wrists
I am scared these deep wounds will never heal
Death is all I feel
So i fall down
Through this lake
From the blood
To the ground
and I awake to this existence i have found.

125407  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-09-16
Written: (4824 days ago)

Take My Breath



Even through my strength is gone

I move along

Just to prove I'm holding on

All this pain i feel resides
then collides
Maybe you're still inside
Of my life
Of your death
This will be my last breath
Why is it so cold?
Perhaps i miss your love and hold

Even though my hope is gone
I fall down to where i still go on
I dont belong
Take my breath
Give me death

All i see is your sweet face
I look away
And pray that your in a better place...

125406  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-09-16
Written: (4824 days ago)

When I'm with you

Eternity is but only a step away

Our love continues to grow

With each passing day.

This treasure of love

I cherish deep within my soul

How much I love you

You'll never really know



You bring joy to my heart

I've never felt before

With each touch of your hand

I love you more and more

Whenever we say goodbye

Whenever we part

Know only that I hold you dearly

Ever so deep within my heart



So these seven words

I pray that you and only you hold true

"Forever And Always,

I Will Love You"

125405  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2009-09-16
Written: (4824 days ago)



The darkness within me will reap dismay

The fabric of time gone

Leaving me astray

When last I saw the light

I was being sealed

Deep into the eternal night

The melancholy symphony that haunts me so

Is now within my soul dooming me to it’s grow

Growing and molding its way into my heart

God kill me now

Rip me from this world, let me part

Accept me into the eternal abyss

Return her to me

I wish only to feel her kiss







In the darkness which envelops me

I must dive deeper

To meet with her so she may flee

The life I lead is dull and repetitive at best

Lie me to sleep

Let me fall into the infamous eternal rest.

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