I need some interaction with some old friends on here. I am finally able to get online for a while, and now no one wants to talk to me anymore... It makes me sad. If you are willing to message me, just message me and I'll get back to you as fast as possible.
How come is it that I am always being judged?
By friends, by potential boyfriends, by everyone?
Just cause I act one way online doesn't mean that that is how I act in real life! I do act completely different from my internet self and yet everyone judges me by saying that I act like my online self in real life. I do not. Please, to anyone reading this who has judged me, don't think that my online self is the same as my real self. If you really and truely want to know who I actually am, then either come to where I live or let me come to meet you. You will know who I really am that way, not from the internet.
If you still want to believe that my online self is my real self, then go ahead, just don't think that I will still meet with you, cause I will not be attacked because of your own stupidity and misjudgment. I do not deal well with people who judge me before they even know me at all, let alone those who say that my online self is who I really am.
Thank you for reading, all who do read this. It is up to you how you act towards me, now. I hope you all realize that in order to really know me, you have to meet me face to face, not in a chat room or on cam. In real life, right in front of each other. Nothing else will give you an insight of who I really am besides meeting me in person.
My mom found this really cute song, but she never figured out the artist, but I had looked it up, and I fell in love with it! BEST REVENGE SONG EVER!!! It's called pray for you by Jaron and the long road to love.
My favorite so far is I hope you hit traffic, so listen to that one if you have a chance.
Jasmine and Austin have been going out since 7th grade. Five years later, they are in 11th grade and Jasmine has been thinking about breaking up with him.
One Friday afternoon, on their 5th anniversary, Jasmine and Austin where talking over the phone.
*The phone rings at Jasmine's house*
Austin: Hey baby girl!! How's it going??
Jasmine: Alright... You?
Austin: Pretty good. Are you still up for the movies??
Jasmine: I'm sorry I can't go. I promised my little sister that I would take her out to eat today.
Austin: That sucks.
Jasmine: I'm really sorry.
Austin: It's alright. Can you go out tomorrow then??
Jasmine: I cant. Sorry but I have to go with Alyssa and her boyfriend to the mall.
Austin: You know, it seems like you have been avoiding me these past few days. First you can't go out to dinner with me because you have a paper due. Then you can't come over because you are too tired, and today during passing periods, you totally ignored me. I had something that I wanted to give to you.
Jasmine: Im sorry. I'm not trying to avoid you.
Austin: You know what?? I'll just talk to you later. I'm going out for a drive. Love you!!
Jasmine: I'm sorry.
Austin: Oh by the way, I bet you that you don't even know what today is!!
*Austin hangs up the phone*
A couple of hours later, Jasmine came back home and found a gift along with a card for her on the kitchen table. She opens the gift and finds a beautiful necklace. She then she opens the card and read:
"Happy 5th anniversary, I love You!!
P.S: I'm sorry for the way I acted over the phone."
Jasmine takes her gift and the card up to her room and goes to sleep.
*1 am in the morning*
* The phone rings again at Jasmine's house*
Austin's brother: Hey Jasmine... My brother got into a car accident and is in the hospital. Apparently, he was going over to your house because he wanted to give you a little note that he wrote for you.
Jasmine: OMG!! Could you please pick me up and take me there??
Austin's brother: Yeah, I'll be over there in 10 minutes.
*10 minutes later*
Austin's brother picks her up and takes her to the hospital. When they get there, she goes straight to Austin's room. When she walks in, the doctors are putting a blanket over his face. His parents are crying. His mom walks over to Jasmine and hands her the note.
Mom: Here Jasmine. I think that this is for you.
Jasmine opens the letter and read:
"I love you Jasmine."
I love your smile.
I love your kisses.
I love your sensibility.
I love your hair.
I love your touch.
I love your smell.
I love your warm hugs.
I love EVERYTHING about you.
I love you and NEVER forget that.
PS: Without you, I would die."
*Jasmine then starts crying and collapses on top of his body*
Jasmine: (crying and in a whisper) I'm so sorry. I love you so much. Please come back to me.
***Now that you have read this, if you love or really care about someone (gf/bf, friend, family, etc.) enough to die for them, then repost this***
If you repost this, your one true love will kiss you
Well, it's about 2:11 right now and it is about to rain, so I think I will go out and play in it to erase my feelings of sudden lonelyness and abandonment. Wish me luck that I don't get hit by lighting!! *runs outside to play in rain as it falls*
this is a drawing of Wolve. Yes, she is wearing an elegant dress and yes, this is
the woman I tried to look like on halloween. She also has an account on here. It is [Unknown_Enemy]
This is me at halloween. I tried to look like Wolve Surala.
I feel so good, now. I just spent a few hours with my mom and now I feel lighter. I told her a lot of things that happened to me, like what happened with my friend Dante and me missing his gig. I even got enough guts to tell her I got raped three years back, when my friend killed himself... right now, I don't care if the rest of my family finds out about it, I feel so good that my mom understood. she had told me that it happened to her as well, so I don't feel so alone in my family. I love my mom so much. I don't know what to do without her.
Well, I have officially become the worst friend in the world..
One of my friends is in a band and he had a gig tonight, and I completely missed it! My stupid phone nor anything else that I had an alarm clock to didn't go off and I missed him! My ex just called and told me that I had missed it and he wasn't happy, but I don't care about him being upset with me. Right now, all I care about is my friend, Dante.... I'm just some horrible person who doesn't deserve to be around anyone.... I can see why everyone I meet hurt me in the end.... I'm a horrible person and right now, I really don't like myself....
Fuck... I'm so sorry, Dante. I wish I could tell you how much I really am sorry. It's my fault that I forgot it and I hope that Karma takes her full revenge on me for what I did to you. I'm so sorry my friend....
Sugittarius and Aries love compatibility
The Mars-Jupiter duo are usually an ideal match for each other. Sagittarius is a perfect temperamental match for Aries. They are both active, spontaneous people who like socializing, have extravagant tastes in common, and enjoy the good life. The Aries' optimism and his good sense of humor will help to overcome propensity of the Sagittarius to argue and will bring a funny side into the process of making love. The mutual understanding achieved in a bedroom, can create a favorable atmosphere for the relationships. This is certainly successful and recommended unuion. The marriage will be connected closely with a problem of physical satisfaction. In other words if they make it in the bedroom, they'll make it everywhere else.
Sagittarius and Aquarius love compatibility
The combination usually has a great chance for success. These two are so innovative about lovemaking that they ought to charge admission. In addition, they inspire each other intellectually
I have a few new drawings that will be up shortly, as they will be on deviantart.com
Feeling it again.
I just turned seventeen and I'm going back to it...
Feeling the same way I always feel..
I'm always numb and alone, why can't anyone help?
Is it because I'm too deep into my own shit,
or is it because no one really cares?
A peircing pain from my arm keeps presisting...
There is only one way to make it stop...