well sorry y'all.... but i'm changing duty stations, which means i'm taking 3 weeks of leave. so yeah, no interwebs at my house... >.< byes..... for now

my tattoo after first sitting

my tattoo completed.

what is Death?
the ache in your heart, the sadness of a loss?
the truth: growth and knowing, a life led, known.
worst childhood one not lived,
pining for the knowledge instead,
speak with that unknown strength

i want to call out all the assholes: and i won't say any names!

for those who say they love you for ages and then get serious fast for someone else they barely got with:
for those who say they have your back when they hardly find time for you:
for those who just can't get it through their thick skulls that you aren't interested:
for those who promise one thing and stab you in the back anyway:
for those who try to break your heart for the sake of being able to say they could:

I'M WORLD WEARY, PISSED OFF AND READY TO KICK SOME ASS SO DON'T PRESS YOUR FUCKING LUCK!

some people are just so judgmental! XD they deserve death of a thousand needles!

so yeah i'm here in florida and a-school sucks but i have great buddies here. ^^ yayy.

so hey i managed a little time on the comp! i'm officially a united states sailor. and i wanted all my dear friends to know i miss talking to you all so much! sorry if i don't get to talk to you. just know i give you my love! i ship out to pensacola florida for a-school tuesday morning at 2 am. hoo-yah!

So at four my time i am getting picked up to stay at the crowne plaza (gorgeous place) and tomorrow morning is my induction and i leave. O.o on a plane which i have never done! Ooh!

Hiz people! I was wondering... Any suggestions of books i should think of reading? Anne Rice and Stephen King are a given... Any other authors i should consider? Please write in my guestbook and i'll give you a loving coolpoint!

Ok well in just over a week i'm leaving for the navy. If you guys want to end the relations with me go ahead and get it over with because once i've left i don't think i will be back on until at least 3 months later.

Is it weird to find part of yourself in the animes you watch? I was watching descendants of darkness and i noticed something that bugged me. Maybe i'm just being ridiculous, but my philosophy is when knowledge calls, search it out.

So i went to a concert last night and right now i'm beat. Opener was a band called the wiyos. They were interesting. The main singer played around in the audience before going onstage. Then willie nelson played, followed by john mellencamp. Last was bob dylan. My bro is a huge fanboy of his. I'm surprised he didn't wet his pants.

Ok so i'm back. If you care to know what i did all week ask. I don't want to bug y'all with the unimportant details you don't want to know about.

I have no idea where this came from, but i wanted to share it. It awakens the revolutionary in me lolz. Liberty or death, what we so proudly hail, once you provoke her, rattling of her tail. Never begins it, never, but once engaged, never surrenders, showing the fangs of rage. Don't tread on me.

Restful and worrisome, broken surprise. Tearful seduction, the loss in her eyes. Let me forget that lost soul i one was: my love has discarded me, the blood on my lips the last to give homage.

Ok for anyone who is interested: tuesday for my vacation i visited the jfk museum, and the holocaust museum close by. Wednesday i went to six flags theme park, thursday to an aquarium and a zoo, friday to a drive through animal reserve, and to this place with huge replicas of dinosaurs. That was my vacation.

Hey guys i won't be on much for the next few days. I have a family vacation. Hopefully i'll survive lolz. Miss my people already!