[M~A~R~I~A]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2011-11-11
Written: (4041 days ago)

Shout to all the women who got the strengh to get out of an abusive relationship.it feel great don it

And to all the men who can have a naked women in front of them and still keep it in their pants.

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Written about Friday 2011-07-01
Written: (4175 days ago)

luk I know i dont have the prettiest face for you to look at, or the skinniest waist for you to hold, but I PROMISE i have the biggest heart to love you with :D

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Written about Friday 2011-07-01
Written: (4175 days ago)

In the begining i was afraid to be happy bcause wenever i got too happy something bad always happend but ive finally learnd what life is all about ...hanging on when ur hearts had enough...and giving more when you wanna give up. life is mostly about trusting our feelings and takieng chances, losing and finding happyness, apreciating the memories, learning from the past and forgetting those who hurt you. Is for deep kisses, strange adventures and rambling conversations. In life you have 3 choices, you can give up give in or give it ur all ohh nd if ur real strong maybe you can also juss laugh your heart out, dance in the rain cherish the moment ignore the pain live, laugh, love, forgive and forget you might not understand the things in life bcause life lives, life dies, life laughs, life cries, life gives up and life tries but life looks diffrent through everyones eyes our finger prints dont fade from the lives we've touched so think good things dont worry about what you dont know life's a dance you'll learn as you go juss try to balance and live the life you want to live, be the person you want to remember, make decisions, make mistakes if you fall atleast you tried juss take your time dont live too fast troubles come and dey will pass dont remember the days remember the moments and wheresoever you go go with all your heart and just run.create.push.kick.ask.change.give.optimize.search.see.write.dance.dream.spin.hear.fly.desire.move.relax.brawl.kiss.love life.feel good AND NEVER GIVE UP

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Written about Friday 2011-07-01
Written: (4175 days ago)

Be whilling to fall witout havieng a hand help u bakk up. Dont give up on da ones yu love if yu dont want dem to give up on yu be da first to lend a hand nd dey well b dere to reach out deres (:
             by:maria flores

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Written about Saturday 2011-05-21
Written: (4216 days ago)

inside of all of us theirs a heart but not every heart is complete theirs always a missing piece but that piece already belongs to some one and if you want to find your missing piece you'll have to find the one who witch it already belongs to





                                    by maria flores

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Written about Friday 2010-12-31
Written: (4357 days ago)

I wish it went back to when i made a mistake and my parents thought it was funny,where my dad put me on his feet and made me follow his steps to a song,where he told me"I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOU NEVER GROW UP."where every one just looked at me and thought i was the cutest thing,now its all about how i do things without thinking and say things without meaning

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Written about Friday 2010-12-31
Written: (4357 days ago)

who is that guy? hes really cute,i wanna talk to him,naa he mite freak.........days pass by and weeks turn into months,I tink i have a crush!!! i dont care wat my friends tink they dont care bout me so why hold back,I love the way he plays soccer,the way he laughs,nd the way he drinks his milk i kno dat when my name comes up he has no intrest he talks as if i cant hear walks as if im not dere nd looks as if im not seen,to him im just sum stranger                             

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Written about Wednesday 2010-01-06
Written: (4715 days ago)

WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I SEE DEEP INTO MY EYES IS LIKE IM STARING AT MY GAURDIAN ANGEL ND JESUS SO MANNY QUESTIONS SUDDENLY POP INTO MY HEAD SO I ASK(JESUS) "WHY DID YU GIVE UP YOUR LIFE FOR US KNOWING WE DONT APPRICIATE IT?"(MY ANGEL)"WHY DO YU STILL STAND BY US KNOWING WE WILL COMMIT A SIN INFRONT OF YOUR OWN TWO EYES?"(JESUS)"WILL YOU REALLY EVER COME DOWN TO EARTH ND JUDGE THOSE WHO JUDGED YOU?"(ANGEL)"WHY DO THEY CALL YU AN ANGEL IS IT BECAUSE YU SUPPOSIBLY DIDNT SIN?"(JESUS)PEOPLE SAY YU CREATED US BUT WHO CREATED YU ND THE POEPLE BEFORE YOU?" I STOP, A TEAR DRIPES DOWN MY CHEEK ND I SAY, "WHY DONT YU ANSWER MY QUESTIONS?",I KNO THEY SAY YOU ARE WITH ME EVERY WHERE I GO BUT I DONT THINK I CAN BELIEVE IN SOMEONE PEOPLE SAY IS WITH ME BUT I CANT REALLY SEE, YES I DO CONSIDER MYSELF CATHOLIC BUT BECAUSE MY PARENTS EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE IN YU, THIS WORLD IS FILLED WITH SINERS ND I AM A SINER TOO THEY CANT EXPECT ME TO BE A SAINT NORE AN ANGEL,
             IM SCARED,SCARED TO SAY ALL MY MISTAKES
               TO MY PARENTS ND TO THEIR JESUS,
                          THEY WONT FORGIVE ME....

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Written about Tuesday 2009-11-24
Written: (4759 days ago)

MY ANGEL
   My angel's wings are bright white really wide when they open.
when im scared i hide behind them and it makes me feel safe.
i know my angel watches over me so every night before i go to sleep i pray
to my angel to never leave me alone to always watch over me letting me hide
behind it's wings.    
bf


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Written about Sunday 2009-10-18
Written: (4796 days ago)

when i cry yu cry when i laugh yu laugh but when i fall yu arnt there to fall with me yu arnt even there to help me up nd as much as i like being wit yu it feels as if yu dont like bieng wit me as much, so i guess this is THE END

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Written about Sunday 2009-10-11
Written: (4803 days ago)

when i look in the mirror i dont see myself all i see is yu even if i try so hard to look at myself i just cant you screwed up my life,you came into it took my heart and burned it i told myself that i would not use the word love but i guess i lied to myself i guess those things werent meant to be the way they are now

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Written about Sunday 2009-09-27
Written: (4817 days ago)

I promose i will never forget the day we kissed or the day we meet!
*********************************************************************
 the sky may fall nd the stars may to but in the end i will still
             LOVE YOU!!!

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Written about Sunday 2009-09-27
Written: (4817 days ago)

THREE THINGS A GIRL NEEDS

    1.LOVE to make her weak
    2.ALCOHOL to make her strong
    3.BESTFRIENDS.when both things make her hit the ground

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Written about Monday 2009-09-07
Written: (4837 days ago)

it was the saddest day of my life so i decided to go to my friends house i knocked on the door and he saw me crying he asked "WATS WRONG"
i had told him everything i even asked him to take the pain away he said "NO WORRIES I WELL JUST LAY DOWN" i laid down nd he started to kiss me i didn't do anything bcause i thought that SEX was going to solve everything but i was wrong....i went home and the next day didn't go so well either every1 was talking nd that's when my bf came up to me nd told me"1st YU TELL ME THAT I AM CHEATING ON YU ND NOW PEOPlE TELL ME YU SLEPT WITH 1 OF UR FRIEND THE WHOLE THING BOUT YU THINKING I WAS CHEATING ON YU WAS NOT SO BAD BUT THIS iS NOT UNFORGIVABLE" that's when i found out that i didn't just lose my virginity but i lost the most important person in my life........

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Written about Monday 2009-09-07
Written: (4837 days ago)

so i like this boy but i am scared bcause wat if he doesnt like me back will i be able to take it?? i dont kno i guess ill just have to let things happen the way they r suppose to happen maybe ill be able to do something about it but just not now

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Written about Saturday 2009-09-05
Written: (4839 days ago)

i find you crying in my room and then i ask you whats wrong you say she hurt your feelings, i hug you and i feel the pain passing through my skin burning my flesh, tears dripping down my cheeks me wanting to stop my eyes from crying so i wipe my face but they wont stop crying is just so hard not to cry when you see sadness in you mothers eyes.
                    mothers eyes

125238  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2009-09-05
Written: (4839 days ago)

there i was not knowing you ever existed but you had to come into my life and become my friend you spoke to me, made me laugh,walked me home, and you even got into my dreams that's when i found out i had strong feeling for you but if i told you i didn't know what would happen i only figured the worsest thoughts that came to my head and when i came home i couldn't wait to see you the next day and in summer i always went walking to see you but i couldn't tell you that ether you would freak and when you found out that i had bought a neckless with ur initials on it i only thought you would say im obsessed then YOU FOUND OUT MY FEELINGS FOR YOU i felt so bad bcause i thought you wouldn't talk to be anymore I WAS WRONG!!            
               FEELINGS FOR YOU,   

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Written about Tuesday 2009-07-14
Written: (4891 days ago)

sadness is not something you want to play with bcause when you play with it it gets revenge so be careful with wat you play with bcause you dont now when it is coming to get you back..:{

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Written about Monday 2009-07-06
Written: (4900 days ago)

WhEn I FaLl I GeT Up WiTh My HeAd HeLd HiGh AnD I KeEp WaLkInG, AnD WhEn I Am Sad I LaUgH To KeEp MySeLf FrOm CrYiNg JuSt To HiDe AlL ThE PaIn I HaVe InSiDe BuT YoU WoNt KnOW ThAt UnLeSs I TeLl YoU BuT I WoNt BcAuSe YoU WoUlD LoOk At Me In A DiFFrEnt WaY.  

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Written about Thursday 2009-07-02
Written: (4904 days ago)

I might stay up wit u talkin all night ,i might walk wit u to school ,and my lips might touch urs but my feelings 4 you dissapeared so i guess this is the end the end of our realationship but not of our friendship

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Written about Thursday 2009-07-02
Written: (4904 days ago)

Me and Die** had our up's n downs but i bet we can work it out any time we need to and if we end up splited i am sure i'll survive without him or any man in da world

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