[Ocean Avenue*Killing Loneliness*]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2005-10-15
Written: (6739 days ago)

sometimes people say they are your friend
do they even know who you are
do they know everything i know
about how your dad's gone and your mom hates you
and how everyday you wish you were dead
so that you didnt have to live this life
do they know that you hurt yourself
just to feel a moments relief
do they know how you bleed
will they be there for you when everything comes down
will they stay by your side when you loose yourself
or will they leave you to die

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Written about Friday 2005-07-01
Written: (6845 days ago)

(song lyrics)

daddy can you hear me?
are you here with me?
please hear me
i need you so much

chorus:
everything i go threw
and all my pain i try to hide
from everything i feel inside
does it all amount to something
or do we just break down

whats a life when you're waiting to die
and whats a home when you feel you have to hide
everything i do, i do it for you
im set up as a pawn
in a neverending game of miserys pain
when i finally learn to stand
on my own again
will you be proud of me

chorus

whats it when love dies
and is replace with hatred
hatred for you and everything you are
when your forced to hide your face
in a neverending place
a blanket for emotions
to keep them bottled up inside
whats the life i lead?
it's not even mine!

chorus (yell)

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Written about Saturday 2005-06-11
Written: (6866 days ago)

dude some of the ppl on here are crackheads lol

21527  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-07
Written: (6869 days ago)

ha ha ha ha i have no clue wat i am doin my chemical romance cd is awesome lol

21419  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-07
Written: (6870 days ago)

dying of starvation

 The logged in version 

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