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Deziree ([Control is like a drug that gets you addicted])

Member #3340 created: 2004-12-08 19:31:47Simple URL:   

Name: [Deziree]


This is me...



[this is me and my best friend devilchick_19 [mess with her and I hunt you down.]

[*When i first saw you...]
[i was afraid to -talk- to you*]
[*When i first talked to you...]
[i was afraid to -like- you*]
[*When i first liked you...]
[i was afraid to -love- you*]
[*Now that i love you...]
[I'm afraid to -lose- you]

[12 Ways To Get To A Girls Heart--]

1. Hugs her from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Dont force her to do ANYTHING!
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Say I love you.....and MEAN IT!
10. Brush the hair out of her eyes
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12. Love her with all your heart

Girls- Repost this if you think its sweet. Guys- Repost this if you would do any of it

[I Pledge Allegiance, To The Punks ]

[Of The Greatest Bands Ever, ]

[And To The Punkers, Who Represent ]

[One Lifestyle, Under God, Indestructible, ]
[With Pride and Anarchy For All!]
I love you...
I hate you...
I can't get around you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take any more...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

[*Control is like a drug that gets you addicted...
Hate is like a sickness that never goes away...
Love is like a horror movie it always ends in heart breaks...
Life is like a game play it to its fullness...
Family is like your friends stabbing you in the back...
Death is like a new start in a new place no matter up or down...
Emotions are worthless no matter pain or pleasure they all have a flaw that CAN NOT be fixed!!!*

[*I lay there waiting for him to come... I lay there watching the blood pour from my wounds. I feel the pain and think of how I'll feel when it's all over. I hear whispers from all around me telling me I've done wrong, I scream out and tell them they've done wrong. I lay there silent listening to their words, listening to what they say. I start to drift away, drifting ferther, and ferther away, I've gone to far and how I'm stuck, no where to go, I then hear a voice far far away, muffled and disarrayed the voice replies "WELCOME TO HELL" then i burst in flames.*]

[* I watched you fall away from me, I heard you scream my name, although you told me nothing you still held my heart, to watch you make the same mistakes that put you in this position you just go ahead and try again and fall back down, agin you complain to me and when I give you advice you push it right back in my face. Today I end it, I'm sick of picking you back up. TODAY I WATCHED YOU FALL AWAY!!! and you have no one to pick you back up...*]

[*As the blood fills my wounds I hear him scream my name, my heart lunges forward as i turn around he sits there staring at me likes it's the end of the world, i look him in the eyes and see his pain then i slip into a deep pain, a pain so unbaerable i slit deeper*]

One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE

Elfpack titles and orders
Crazy kid

        Yeay,I am 18
       ~January 17,1989~
[welcome to my house here you'll find ][Nothing but a sad woman searching for a] [reason why I was put here what is it I'm to] [do besides suffer. Sorry it's so dark in [my house but I like sitting here alone in ][the dark where I can just think without the ][hell around me.]
          About me
I love to wear dark make-up and shopping at my Fav. stores Spencers and Hot topic.
I have Blue eyes and blond hair it's was past my sholders but now it a little bit past my shoulders.. I'm 5 foot 2 inches I'm depressed but am such a happy out going person, most of the time. My life was falling apart but now after so many years I have found my long lost family. I live with my big brother and I have been helping my mom stay clean, and supporting her through her group.

       Pericings, ect
I have 6 pericings 4 in my left hear and 2 in my right ear.I had one in the right side of my nose til I took it out.I had my lip and eyebrow done but took them out.
I want to get a tatoo of a small heart on my left shoulder ( it's a special thing) you can ask why if you like. I want more but I'm not sure of what yet.
     [Bad habits/ life's disorders]
[I have been a cutter for 6yrs. I can't help ][cutting I like the pain and it's hard ][to stop,but I have. I have multiple ][disorders, you are welcome to ask me what ][they are I can tell or I can not tell ][you...but it's my choice.]
[I like sex, but only sleep with people I am ][dating or care about.]
With Me?
[_] Want To Hook Up With Me?
[_] Do you have any Questions you want to ask me?:_________________________________

Am I...
[_] Smart?
[_] Cute?
[_] Funny?
[_] Cool?
[_] Loveable?
[_] Adorable?
[_] Great To Be With?Y=Yes

[_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[_] Slap Me?
[_] Kiss Me?
[_] Let Me Kiss You?
[_] Watch A Movie With Me?
[_] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[_] Take A Shower With Me?
[_] Take Me Home For The Night?
[_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[_] Marry me?
[_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[_] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[_] Tickle Me?
[_] Let Me Tickle You?
[_] Give Me A Lap Dance?
[_] Stick Up For Me If I Was Being Put Down?
[_] Instant Message Me?
[_] Greet Me In Public?
[_] Hang Out With Me?
[_] Bring Me Around Your Friends?

Do You...
[_] Think I'm Cute?
[_] Want To Kiss Me?
[_] Miss me?
[_] Want To Cuddle
[_] Attractive?
[_] Fat
[_] Mean?

Have You Ever...
[_] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[_] Found Yourself Wanting A Kiss From Me?
[_] Wished I Were There?
[_] Pretended I Was There?
[_] Had A Crush On Me?
[_] Wanted My Number?
[_] Had A Dream About Me?
[_] Been Distracted By Me?

Are You...
[_] Happy You Know Me?
[_] Thinking About Me?
[_] In love with me?
[_] Hate me

1. Whats your Name?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you think of me?
4. Do you hav a crush on me?
5. Would u kiss me?
6. would u fuk me?
7. Describe me in 3 words?
8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?
9. What was ur first impression of me?
10. Do u still think the same?
11.. What reminds u of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do u know me?
14. What do u like best about me?
15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why?
18.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?
19.Anything 2 say b4 u go?
Complete please

Age: 18Year of birth: 1989Month of birth: 1Day of birth: 17

Gender: female

What do you do?: Something in between

Place of living: USA-Michigan

Exact place of living: [Kappa Sigma Alpha]

Known languages

Favorite URL:

Elfpack crew wannabe: No

heavy metalhip hoppop
progressive metalpunkrap

Other interests
chasing the preferred sexcybersexdancing
pornrole playingsmoking

Civil status: single

Sexual preference: both sexes

Body shape: normal

Height: 157

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