I'm slowly updating my house. I'll do it properly soon.

First off i am EMO and i am very proud of who and what i am. You don't like the fact i am? Then you're on the wrong profile, go find someone who cares.

I am 18 years old.
I'm in college at the moment studying interactive media.
I've been having some problems lately with alot of different things and just looking for people to talk to.
I'm very talkative when i want to be but other times i might not talk as much.
Love my music, art, and the assortment of random accessories i have lol


You want to know anymore just give me a emssage



Oh yeah just incase you find out and have a go at me, i'll say it now. I do self harm but for reasons beyond my control. But don't let that put you off =]


isnt it funny?

isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?





Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?





Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone





- Are you laughing?





Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?





Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?





- Im not laughing





Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.





Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.





How can you call a girl a poser, how can you say "you're emo" or "attention seeker" without spending a second trying to figure out why there are cuts on her wrists and why she spends her lunchtimes crying instead of laughing with her friends





- Keep on laughing





Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life





without knowing her situation with her friends





or her family





or her Life





Brave isnt going up on stage and stripping





Brave is not saying a speech





Or dumping your boyfriend





Brave is





Going to school on mufti day and not for a second caring what the whores around you are saying about your clothes





Its listening to your own music and being proud of it





Its going through every day with the things people say to your face and behind your back and you still keep quiet





Its knowing what your "friends" are saying about you and still calling them your friends





Brave is knowing that tomorrow isnt a bright and happy future





Its another day of bitching and dodging rumours








- Laugh if you must, but it is NOT funny.


"I will kill any fucker who tries this with my girl. or any girl. I will torture you so fucking much. i will make your life hell just like you made theirs. assholes!!!"


Guy"Can we have sex right now?"
Girl: "Can we do what?"
Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"
Girl: "Um.....no."
Guy: "Why?"
Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."
Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won' tell."
Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."
Guy: "I'm not special to you?"
Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."
Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.






5 minutes pass.......








Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.
Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me?"
Guy: tries to kiss her.
Girl: screams, "Would you stop."
Guy: continues trying.
Girl: moves to the back seat














Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.
Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."
Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants.
Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't."
Guy: getting aggravated, punches her and tells her to stop "playing hard to get".
Girl: crying, continues to fight.
Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.
Girl: screams as he penetrates her, "NO, please don't do this to me!"
Guy: puts his hand over her mouth.














An hour passes.........








Guy: pulls back and wipes himself off.
Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, sobbing.
Guy: looks at her and says, "You better not tell anybody about this. If you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody about this. You know I love you." He reaches out his hand to touch her cheek.
Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."
Guy: says, "Alright." Gets in the front seat and drives her home.








2 months later.........








Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me. I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."
Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."
Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.
Doctor: "You are pregnant."
Girl: faints.









The story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the Guy. He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every guy in the school(which was a lie). He goes to her and tells her, "I'm telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill you."








The Girl is completely devastated. First, he took her virginity and got her pregnant....then he lied about it. So completely depressed......the girl commits suicide by drug overdose.......

















Girls, if this story touched you, repost it as "That's Fucked up"
Guys, if this story touched you, repost it as "I'll kill any fucker who does this to my girl or any girl: