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Member #15650 created: 2005-05-01 23:59:06Simple URL:   

Name: ashley or ash if you prefer



So, I am dating this awesome guy, John, and he is extremely protective over I'd watch what you say to me BoI's.

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About Me:

My name is Ashley.
I am into cars.
I hate people who complain about thier looks or one cares so get over it!.
I also Work on cars, 
and YES I am a girl
 and I like Cars!
Not that hard to believe is it?
 Damn! Another thing about me is 
I am very truthful and don't lie.
I Hate Lables, 
yet I label my self and others...
Sorry but I am the way I am.
 And I am sometimes sad or
 depressed about something eventhough
 I don't act like it. 
But thats just because my town is drama central. 
MY TOWN invented the word DRAMA.
If you message me, say something that actually has essence 
and isnt plain and empty and meaningless, don't waste my time.
and another thing, 
TYPE CORRECTLY and lay off the caps lock!
I also write poems.
Go to a loud silence poems

I am currently dating John.
He was in the Army Rangers
He is protective over me.
So for those of you who are slow:

Don't Harrass Me

There is alot that most people dont know about me if you want to know something else that isn't on here then don't hesitate to ask.


if you want to talk to me and you cant start a converstation fill this out and message me the answers..just copy and paste it..its that simple
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your house and see what I say about you?
16.If you could go back in time to when you met me whould you walk past and never say hi?

Go to a loud silence's friends


"to see a world in a grain of sand and heaven in a wild flower,to hold infinity in the palm of your hand and eturnity in an hour"-william blake

this is my favorite makes you think..


My name on elftown is:silent screams and forgotten dreams


Here is the Original version:

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road...
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on? Its bugging me.

Paper the next day: motorcycle crashed into a building because brake failure. 2 people riding only 1 survived.

Turns out that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, he didnt want 2 let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

the truth:he could have put it in nuetral and coasted down the road.

Go to XxMy_WikisxX



Go to Poems by Ashley
This little boy

this little boy
that i used to know
we were the best of friends
   we swore we would be untill the end
but look at us now
what happened to what we had?
I knew you
not too long ago
before the fame
    before thefortune before the popularity
before the rise of conformity
youused to be so sweet
manners are forgotten
what hapened to you?
look at your self
you're not the one i once knew
you're not the old you
time has passed
and we went our own ways
is there something you need to say???
are you sorry that we drifted apart
  I told you you would always be in my heart
  as we got older you changed you mind
I kept my promise
  did you do what you promised to?
do you even know who I am?
have you let time...
wear away your memories
  memories are supposed to stay
forever sacred
   I used to love you...
you used to feel the same too
as time went by
we grew older and fell apart
  do you remmber me now?
are you sorry
that we drifted apart
   is there still a place for me in your heart
you've moved on
all too soon for me
I'm so sorry...
I thought you would remmember me....


smiles are so meaningless
faking a smile
faking away my misery
hiding it deep within
so no one can see my pain
smiles are so meaningless
all they do is fake emotion
all they do is hide my pain
running away from myself
running away, retreating deep within
hiding from my misery
hiding from my pain
cant seem to get away
everywhere i go it follows
like a never fading shadow
one that never seems to change
always stuck in the back of my mind
never will it go away
smiles are so meaningless
never are the real
just another way to hide the truth of how you feel
running away from my pain
yet it follows me everywhere i go
cant seem to get away
someone please take it away
running away
retreating farther into my mind
where no one can find me
im in my happy place
where everything is just fine
where i am always ok
smiles are so meaningless
just a misconception of the truth
used to hide it all away
leaving people with nothing to say
they return it back 
though its fake 
arent they all
smiles are so meaningless
just another way to hide your pain
try to hide
try to run
its always in the back of your mind
following you like a never fading shadow
that haunts you all the time
smiles are so meaningless
just another way to hide your pain
so smile everytime you see me
and I'll know that nothing is ok.


My yahoo IM name is : your_name_inscribed_in_my_heart


My web page is <>

Age: 17Year of birth: 1990Month of birth: 2Day of birth: 9

Gender: female

What do you do?: Something in between

Place of living: USA-Texas

Exact place of living: If you dont already know then you dont need to know

Known languages

Elfpack crew wannabe: Yes

grungeheavy metalprogressive metal

Other interests
bookscard gamescars
chasing the preferred sexcookingcrime stories

Civil status: involved

Sexual preference: unknown

Body shape: big breasted

Height: 163

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