[SARAH©]'s diary

10862  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-03-13
Written: (7007 days ago)

Today was fucking boring, i am soo lonly im sitting here all day by myself wishin sum 1 will find me, but its not gonna happen,i feel like im gonna be alone all my life like theres no 1 thats ment to be 4 me, there no 1 i like love and theres no 1 that loves me so im just a lonly junkie! i am just thinkin and thinkin about the same old stuff in my head but i cnt really explain on here, its like i dnt no my friends n e more its like i have no 2 and no 1 trusts me, there not tlkin to me about stuff they shud be tlkin to me about if u get me, so i feel rejected, my day wasnt alll bad cos i was listen to green day at least that comforts me, just been riting in my green day diary its not on here it in a diary lol,,, on tele rite now i dunno wat im watching but its sum1 pissing,, weird,,,i cnt really say n e thing else, cos nothin goes on in my life, i go to concerts, go in mosh pitts go skankin, get wasted, strip in the street wen im pissed (got it on camera) its funny as fuk,, and listen to green day and read about thm and look at there pictures and stuff al day thats my life it all sucks apart from the green day bit thats there only good bit!, my friends r wankers like all friends, cnt trust them they tell other ppl important things and ure ment to be close, so ive given up on them, urmmmm i feel like ive just beem whining onn 4 like ages lol,,, well the only good thing thats happend today is that,,,,, listen to green day and got loadsa picts off the internet of them and like made a mural sorta thing,, its well good,,, yeah

9768  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-02-25
Written: (7022 days ago)

i went to a shrink to alalyes my dreams
she says its lack of sex thats bringing me down
i went to a whore he sed my lifes a bore so quit my whining cos its bringing her down

9767  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-02-25
Written: (7022 days ago)

The representitve from california has the floor
zeig heil to the president gas man bombs away is your punishment
pulverize the eiffel towers
who critized your government
bang bang goes the broken glass man
kill all the fags that dont agree tials by fire setting fire thats not a way thats ment for me

9506  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-02-23
Written: (7024 days ago)

Sit around and watch the tube,but nothing's on
Change the channels for an hour or two
Twiddle my thumbs just for a bit
I'm sick of all the same old shit
In a house with unlocked doors
And I'm fucking lazy

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind
And I smell like shit

Peel me off this velcro seat and get me moving
I sure as hell can't do it by myself
I'm feeling like a dog in heat
Barred indoors from the summer street
I locked the door to my own cell
And I lost the key

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored I'm going blind
And I smell like shit

I got no motivation
Where is my motivation?
No time for the motivation
Smoking my inspiration

Sit around and watch the phone, but no one's calling
Call me pathetic, call me what you will
My mother says to get a job
But she don't like the one she's got
When masturbation's lost its fun
You're fucking lonely

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored
I'm going blind
And loneliness has to suffice
Bite my lip and close my eyes
I was slipping away to paradise
Some say,"Quit or I'll go blind."
But it's just a myth

dont wana be am american idiot,
dont want a nationunder the new mania
and can u hear the sound of hysteria
the subliminal mind fuck america

wecome to a new kind of tension
all across the alien nation were everything isnt ment to be ok
television dreams of tomorro were not the ones who are ment to follow for thats enuff to argue

well maybe im the fag america
another part of a redneck agenda
now everybody do the propanda and sing along to the age of paranoia

wecome to a new kind of tension
all across the alien nation were everything isnt ment to be ok
television dreams of tomorro were not the ones who are ment to follow for thats enuff to argue

dont want tpo be an american idiot
one nation controlled by the media
information age of hysteria
its calling out to idiot america

wecome to a new kind of tension
all across the alien nation were everything isnt ment to be ok
television dreams of tomorro were not the ones who are ment to follow for thats enuff to argue


9502  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-02-23
Written: (7024 days ago)
Next in thread: 9591, 9597

i am sooo bored nothing to do locked up in ma room listen to green day so its not bad really its amazing green day r the best band ever!!!!!! yeah!!

9421  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-02-22
Written: (7025 days ago)
Next in thread: 9609

I WENT TO GO AND SEE GREEN DAY BEAT THAT MOTHER FUKERS!! HAHAHAHA IT WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE! THEY ARE AMAZING LIVE AND BILLIE-JOE IS EVEN FITTER!HE CAME OUT IN A PINK BUNNY SUIT AND DOWNED A BEER I SHOUTED SEXY AND PEOPLE NEXT TO ME WHERE LIKE "WAT IN A PINK BUNNY SUIT" AND I SED HELL YEAH IT CUD BE KINKY AND THEY JUST LAUGHED BUT HE IS SOOO DAMN FINE!,,, NEW FOUND GLORY WHERE SUPPORTING THEM AND THEY WERE GREAT THEY CAME ON FIRST AND I WAS LIKE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CROWD AND EVERYTIME THE CROWD WUD MOSH I WUD GET PUSHED EVEN MORE TO THE FRONT AND BY THE TIME GREEN DAY CAME ON I WAS AT THE FRONT AND I COULDNT BREATH AT ALL EVERYONE WAS JUST PUSHING ME INTO THE BARRIER AT THE FRONT AND WERE PUSHIN IN TO MY RIBS, IT WAS SOOO HOT I THORT I WAS GONNA FAINT I COULDNT EVEN SING COS I CUDNT GET THE BREATH, BUT I STICKED THERE FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS THEN I GOT TAKEN OUT, THIS GIRL ASKED ME IF I WAS OK AND I SED YEAH BUT THEN THESE PEOPLE JUST LEFTED ME OUT AND THEN THE BOUNCER GRABBED ME AND TOOK ME OUT SO I RAN AND DOWNED 2 PINTS OF COKE AND WAS SICK AND THEN WENT STRAIGHT BAK INTO THE CONCERT AND MADE MY WAY TO THE FRONT IT WAS THE BEST DAY EVER,, BILLIE-JOE SAID "DONT LET ANY OF THESE BASTARD TELL YOU HOW TO LIVE YOUR LIFE" (TALKIN ABOUT GEORGE.W.BUSH!! BILLIE IS RITE HE IS A FUKIN BASTARD HE SHUD DIE!!!, ANYWAYS THE SONG THEY CAME ON FIRST WITH WAS AMERICAN IDIOT THEY PLAYED ALOT OF THERE OLD SONGS TOO, THEY PLAYED WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS LOL IT WAS WICKED TEH SONGS THEY PLAYED WHERE: AMERICAN IDIOT, JESUS OF SUBURBIA, HOLIDAY, ARE WE THE WAITING, ST JIMMY, LONGVIEW, HITCHIN A RIDE, BRAINSTEW, JADED, KNOWLEDGE, BASKE CASE, SHE, KING FOR A DAY(HE CAME OUT IN A KING SUIT HE WAS DMN FINE!), WAKE ME UP, MINORITY, BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS(I GOT IT RECORDED ON MY PHONE ;), WHEN I COME AROUND, WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS, TIME OF YOUR LIFE (GOOD RIDDANCE)!!!!!! THEY WERE ALL PLAYED AMAZINGLY...

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CONCERT BILLIE-JOE INVITED 3 PPL UP ON STAGE 1 BASSEST 1GUITARIST AND 1DRUMMER, THEY PLAYED THE END OF CHUMP, THE DRUMMER HE PICK WAS CALLED MATT HE IS OUT OF A BAND CALLED BEST OF ENEMIES THERE GOOD, ANYWAYS HE GAVE THE GUITARIST THE GUITAR!! AND MATT THE DRUMMER THEY PICKED HE KISSED BILLIE-JOE I WAS LIKE U LUCKY BITCH LOL I WS GUTTED I WANTED TO KISS HIM!!

BILLE-JOE ALSO SAID THAT HE SHOWERS NAKED WITH TRÉ I WAS LIKE I WANNA SEE THAT!! lol ;p

BILLIE-JOE MOONED TO THE CROWD HE HAS SUCH A NICE ASS!!!! HE WAS WEARING BLACK BOXERS!!,, HE SED WHO WUD LIKE ME TO STRIP AND I SSCREAM MY LOUDESTS SO EVERY1 CUD HEAR! BUT HE DIDNT DO IT WHICH WAS GUTTING!,
HE INVITED A LIL KID UP ON STAGE AND HIM AND THE KID STARTED SQUERTING THE CROWD WITH WATER GUNS AND HE GOT ME WITH WATER ITS WAS GREAT!

THEN AFTERWARD THEY WENT QUIKLY SO I JUST SPENT LOADSA MONEY ON CLOTHES AND GREEN DAY MURCANDISES,,,, THAT IS IT THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE IN TO 1 PAGE OXOXOXOX

9416  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-02-22
Written: (7025 days ago)

Hi, i am soo bored i thort i mite start writing a diary sorta thing,,,,,, at the moment i am pretty pissed off with everything i cant say why cos some people i no are on here and they mite read this and its bout them,,, soo,,i am just gonna,,, i dunoo!! ITS SNOWING!! wat great fun i mite just go out and make a snow man maybe that will be better that trapped in this hole of shit and maybe live my life 4 once in stead of living in a live of misery!

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