[xILY]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-07
Written: (6504 days ago)

My Gawwd. I'm really starting to feel it now.
I thought it was bad at the beginning, but it was nothing.
Not compared to this.
I HATE MYSELF. I try to make myself believe I don't.
I do.
People can tell me all they want. It won't work.
I saw you slipping. But I was too stubborn to pull you back.
Thinking in the end everything would be ok.
That I always get my way.
You proved me wrong.

My whole life is going down hill.
I'm fucking up my school work.
My friends are beginning to see the me.
The me I never wanted them to even suspect was real.
I'm beggining to wonder why I bother?
What's truely keeping me here?
It may sound horrible, but it's not my friends, not my family.
No one understands ME anymore.
They understand who I wanted them to know.
I just want one person. One person to understand me.
One person I can tell everything to.
One person who won't let me fuck up again.
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Written about Tuesday 2006-06-06
Written: (6505 days ago)

They say don't trust,
You, me, we, us.

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Written about Sunday 2006-06-04
Written: (6507 days ago)
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Written about Monday 2006-05-29
Written: (6513 days ago)

You said i got it all so wrong..
..That i could never be someone..
..You said that I was just a little girl who doesn't know


..buT looK aT mE noW ^ ^

69329  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-05-27
Written: (6515 days ago)

x . [ You knew the thing that would piss me off the most so you went and fxcking did it ] . x
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Written about Thursday 2006-05-25
Written: (6518 days ago)

As we grow up we learn that even the one
person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down
probably will.
[You'll have your heart broken
probably more than once and its harder everytime.
]
You'll break hearts too so remember how it felt
when yours was broken.
[You'll fight with your
best friend and you might even fall in love with
them.
] You'll blame a new love for things an old
one did.
You'll cry because time is passing so
fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

[So take too many pictures, laugh too hard, and
live like you've never been hurt because every
second you spend mad or upset is a minute of
happiness you'll never get back..
]
68917  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-05-23
Written: (6519 days ago)






Yoo called meeh strong; Yoo called me weak. But still yoor secrets; I will keep. Yoo took for granted; All the times I never let yoo down



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Written about Tuesday 2006-05-23
Written: (6519 days ago)



Brick Man:
So is this as fun as Cadbury's World ?

Meehself:
No.

Brick Man:
Ohh. What just because you got free chocolate ?

Meehself:
Maybee ! But also because bricks don't interest me in the slightest.

Brick Man:
Wanna free brick ?


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Written about Saturday 2006-05-13
Written: (6529 days ago)

// i can't believe i let that happen.

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Written about Saturday 2006-05-13
Written: (6529 days ago)

ღ [ . . w h e n . m y . h e a r t . b r e a k s . i t . m a k e s . a . s o u n d . . ] ღ
67249  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-05-08
Written: (6534 days ago)
Next in thread: 67250

Thee Infatuation;

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For mine&& [Mikuru Asahina]'s Personal entertainment



..Yooh kno Yooh want it..


[BUT...]



It's all OURS


67143  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-05-08
Written: (6535 days ago)

Tonight its very clear

As we're both lying here


There's so many things I wanna say

I will always love you


I will never leave you alone

Sometimes I just

[forget,]


Say things I might regret

It breaks my heart to see you crying

I don't want to lose you

I could never make it [x. a l o n e .x]
67087  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-05-07
Written: (6535 days ago)

..&everything's started going wrong, again
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Written about Wednesday 2006-05-03
Written: (6539 days ago)

A white man yells to a black man. "Hey colored boy! You're blockin my view."
The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"When I was born I was black,"
"When I grew up I was black,"
"When I'm sick I'm black,"
"When I go in the sun I'm black,"
"When I'm cold I'm black,"
"When I die I'll be black"
"But you sir..."
"When you're born you're pink,"
"When you grow up you're white,"
"When you're sick, you're green,"
"When you go in the sun you turn red,"
"When you're cold you turn blue,"
"And when you die you turn purple."
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?" 
The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away...

Post this in your house if you are against racism.


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Written about Sunday 2006-04-23
Written: (6549 days ago)

Over 92% of the teen world population would die if
Abercrombie&&Fitch said that it wasn't cool to breathe.
Repost this in your house if yew are the other 8% that
is laughing your ass off!



Good riddance is all i haff tew say!
62941  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-04-06
Written: (6566 days ago)
Next in thread: 63075, 64787

Random But True;;


[50 Things Girls Wish Guys Knew...]

1. dont tell us when you think other girls are hot.
[2. whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.]
3. if you dont act like soap-opera guys, dont expect us to dress like Victoria Secret models.
[4. mark anniversaries on a calendar.]
5. there is no such thing as too much spooning.
[6. we think about you all the time.]
7. this is how we see it . . . Don't call = Don't Care.
[8. which also means that if we dont call, take the hint.]
9. we like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary.
[10. being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench-press.]
11. return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave.
[12. foreplay is not an option . . . its a prerequisite.]
13. we're allowed to be late . . . you are not.
[14. eye contact is key.]
15. dont take longer to get ready than we do.
[16. laugh at our jokes.]
17. three words . . . honesty, honesty, honesty.
[18. girls can be groupies. guy groupies are stalkers.]
19. we never have to wonder if your orgasm was real.
[20. do not start with us. you will not win.]
21. would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? we didnt think so.
[2. if you ask nicely, we usually answer the same way.]
23. we will never have enough clothes or shoes.
[4. we have an excuse to act bitchy at least once a month.]
25. open the door for us no matter where we are . . . even at our house and getting into the car.
[26. we love surprises!]
27. we liked to be kissed softly, not with an iron tongue.
[28. pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.]
29. boxers and maybe boxer briefs sometimes . . . NEVER whitey-tighties!
[30. clean your room before we come over.]
31. always brush your teeth before you see us . . . a fresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity.
[32. when we use our teeth it means that you suck at going down on us, so we are just returning the favor.]
33. even though you are sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are.
[34. dont act hard around your friends because i wont make you hard tonight.]
35. sometimes "NO!" really means "NO!"
[36. "Wife Beaters" are not an adequate form of fashion.]
37. if we wanted to be on video tape, we'd be a porn star not your girlfriend.
[38. sensitive guys are great . . . but crying more than we do in a movie just isnt right.]
39. dont let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.
[40. it takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays.]
41. guys who are good cuddlers = guys who know how to satisfy a woman.
[42. "Fat Chicks" have feelings too.]
43. silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks all add up to . . . YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG!
[44. the excuse "I can't dance" is unacceptable . . . we'll appreciate the simple fact that you're trying.]
45. just because a girl doesnt pick up on the first ring doesnt mean shes not waiting by the phone.
[46. you dont have to spend a lot, if it means a lot.]
47. dont say you love me if you dont mean it. when we say it we mean it
[48. dont lie to us . . . we will catch you.]
49. just because your tired doesn't mean you can blow us off like we are nothing.
[50. when the girls get together, we talk about EVERYTHING. Meaning my best friends know everything about you.]
60787  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-03-23
Written: (6580 days ago)

[.ღ.].And it's a leap of faith,
when you believe there's someone out there,
it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares,
and when I call out to you,
will you be right there,
right there.[.ღ.]

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Written about Thursday 2006-03-16
Written: (6587 days ago)

I LOVE COSMO


(Fairly Odd Parents)

x x x

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Written about Wednesday 2006-03-15
Written: (6588 days ago)

~![10 Ways to a gurls heart]!~
1.  Hug her from behind.
2.  Grab her hand when you walk next to her.
3.  When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4.  Cuddle with her.
5.  Don't force her to do anything.
6.  Write little notes for her.
7.  Compliment her.
8.  When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9.  Say "I love you!" and mean it.
10. Tell all your friends how lucky you are to have her.
56856  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-02-27
Written: (6604 days ago)

aahhcckk *hides* my head's gone all funny :'(

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