i never stop wanting

I feel like shit and it sucks like a bitch :@

Going into town ttyl xxx

"are we going up or just going down it's just a matter of time before we're all found out"

Going town with Sean Zo Amy n Tomo! Back Later xxx

*rubs eyes*- is it really this early in the morning? *yawns*.

i'm so tired i hardly get any sleep anymore... aah well it's worth it ^__^

Laters and Love me xx

Myself

Name : [Hannah]
Birthplace : Chelt
Age : Fifteen
Eye Colour : Blonde/Brown/Strawberry Blonde... changing in January though! ^_^
Hair Colour : Blue/Green!
Righty, Lefty or Ambidextrous : Righty
Star Sign : Scorpio
Height : 5'3 i think...


Describe

Your Heritage/Nationality : Just English! To my knowledge anyway!
Your Hair : Umm naturally strawberry blonde now blonde and brown but the colours kina fading!... it's just below the shoulders (i'm growing it) and it's naturally kina wavy!
Your Fears : For people to find out something that I know... To lose my best friends... Diseases!
Your Perfect Room : Black and dark purple with lotsa posters and shit! four poster bed with loasda candles on a dark wood table next to it... I do have a picture in my head but I can't be bothered to explain all!
What You Do In The Day : On weekdays:- School, out after with mates or on here I guess... On weekends:- towning, stay in, on here! that's about the highlight of it... oh and sometimes i atted/throw sleepovers lol!


What is/are

Words You Like : meh, anywho, awww, awesomediddles.
Phrases You Over-Use : meh and more
Your First Thought When You Wake Up : dependeds!


This or That

Pepsi or Coke : Coke
McDonalds or Burger King : McDonalds
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate
Adidas or Nike : I'd rather shoot myself than chose! I ahte them both!
Black or White : Depends on what you're talking about!
Burgers or Hot Dogs : Hot dogs


do you

Smoke : Umm i may have a toke every now and then... but i never buy my own so i guess i do a bit!
Sing Well : all the time!
Sing in the Shower : nope...
Talk to Yourself : no... i don't think so anywho!
Believe In Yourself : I never knew what that ment.. if it's what i think it is then sometimes!
Play An Instrument : guitar but just not very well lmao!
Want To Get Married : i guess!
Want To Have Children : 'ndeed!
Think Your a Health Freak : bullocks to that! no!
Get Along With Your Parents : nope!


in the past month have you

Drank Alcohol : 'ndeed
Smoked : Yeah!
Made Out : Yeah!... or atleast i think so.. i kina got pissed off with alex and resulted in ignoring him so i can't remember!!!
Got High : nope! me and rach just go randomly hyper anyways :P
Done Any Drugs : never have never will.. well other than smoking and alcahol!
Eaten An Entire Box Of Chocolates : yeah...^_^...it was my bday!
Been On Stage : Yeah!
Gone Skinny Dipping : nope
Dyed Your Hair : highlites
Stolen Anything :not to my knowledge!


your friends

Ppl You Hang Round With Are : ["tfc"]. ["oosp"].
Craziest : Matt!
Loudest : Alex deffinatly!
Shyest : Lauren King or Amy I s'pose!
Smartest : AmyP deff!
Kindest : Amy... RachD...
Cutest : Matt's cute... in a non-fancying capacity... sorry matt your cute it's just i'm pissed off with people saying i fancy you :(... and yes rach you do think ******* is the cutest *pokes* hee hee hee! he's lush i have to agree!!
Best Personality : RachD... RachT... Matt!
Most Talented : Umm... Brandi and her drawing ^_^
Best Singer : woOt thanks Rach I'm the best singer ^_^ awww! I feel so speshul! Hee hee hee! I don't know I'd say me and Brandi I haven't really heard anyone else properly they all kina mumble hee hee! Oh RachD was awesome that night at the Path! ^_^
Pain in the Ass (But In A Nice Way!!!) : Elliot ehehehe! Sorry sweetie!
The One You Just Wanna Strangle! : I'm guessing Rach's is me lol :P... I deserved it!!... Ummm.. probs AmyP sometimes lmao when she's so frikking annoying but I luff her anywho!
Funniest : Matt... RachT... Brandi
Best Person For Advice : RachD, RachT... Matt sometimes! ^^
Trustworthy : RachD and RachT and AmyP! I would trust them with my life!
Druggie : Alex, Matt (smoetimes), Danny (tut tut), Manning and Jay (their not really "friends" but meh), Elliot etc.
Most Likely To End Up In Jail : Alex... he came VERY close by my own effing father!!!!
Person You've Known The Longest : AmyP for deffinate!


Last time you

Had A Nightmare : Umm if you call seeing my two mates sleeping with guys (aka- Rach and Manning, Amy and Martin Van-Dyke) a nightmare then recently lol!
Had A Car Ride : ummm... i don't remember... recently!
Cried : last night!
Last Phone Call : Jed
Last CD You Played : Him - Dark Light
Last Song You Listened To : umm I'm listening to Matchbook Romance - Promise now! Good song!! "take my hand and never let me go... promise me you'll never let goooooo" *sings*
Last Person You Hugged : SamM
Last Person You Yelled At : RachT prob over MSN!
Last Time You Fought With Your Parents : Last night!
Last Time You Wished Upon A Star : I don't think I ever have..

i feel like filling this random thing out so yeah!... Rach i'm sorry i stole this from your house but it's not really on show just felt like filling it out hee hee! ^_^

[I've done it (^_^). I've succeeded in finding out what it truly was that was missing in my life :D... For those of you who know what it is (~eg. my best friends~) I'm glad I shared it with you and I know we'll never part! Love you all forever xxx~]

stop pretending to be someone your not you fucking twat and get a life. get your own friends you fake
Love Aimee (^o^)... [BTW this isn't to Hannah]!!!
Hannah I love you loads and you're not an attention whore you're awesome she's just jelous because you have better friends who love you more than they love her and slag her off behind her back :P


Ummm thanks Aimee! Love you! xxx

feeling:-

not right...
something's not right with Alex and me..
I love him but..
Oh i don't know... Maybe this can explain a lil better

The most beautiful song in the world
Cristopher Beck - Close your eyes

Always making me cry

i know what's wrong with me and i know how to sort it out but i can't because the thing i need to keep me alive is gone from my reach and being pulled further away from me every minute by one of my best friends!
fuck u too alex! just when i actually thought i might of loved u! thanks for topping off my shit day :@:(
the only person i have now is amy! god i luv ya girl

LMAO Hannah RachD Sam and Amy loving the Birdy song and sesame street weed song forever *pisses self laughing on the floor*
fucking hell my ribs hurt!!!

Thanks for everything RachD! You were awesome yestie!!! Everything u said ment so much to me!! I love ya loadss babe xx

*xXx*[</3]~Goodbye~To~You~~Goodbye~To~Everything~I~Thought~I~Knew~[</3]*xXx*

*xXx*[<3]~Take~My~Hand~~And~Never~Let~Go~[<3]*xXx*

Amy.P Rach.T Rach.D and Zoey, Beth, you're the only people who really know me... everybody else just likes me for my stereotype... friendship shouldn't be that way and anybody who does like me for that... then your pathetic! Thanxs for everything u 5 :) Love u forever!!

Alex ur an ass n i hope u get to read this... ur pathetic!! i kno u only went out with me because i was 'the only grebe at the field' well i'm not a grebe anymore so go fuck someone that is... u make me wanna gag and i HATE u!!!

GRRR :@ i hate u Alex :@