[xILY]'s diary

44497  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-12-03
Written: (6736 days ago)

i feel like filling this random thing out so yeah!... Rach i'm sorry i stole this from your house but it's not really on show just felt like filling it out hee hee! ^_^

42888  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-11-20
Written: (6749 days ago)

[I've done it (^_^). I've succeeded in finding out what it truly was that was missing in my life :D... For those of you who know what it is (~eg. my best friends~) I'm glad I shared it with you and I know we'll never part! Love you all forever xxx~]

42328  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-11-15
Written: (6754 days ago)

stop pretending to be someone your not you fucking twat and get a life. get your own friends you fake
Love Aimee (^o^)... [BTW this isn't to Hannah]!!!
Hannah I love you loads and you're not an attention whore you're awesome she's just jelous because you have better friends who love you more than they love her and slag her off behind her back :P


Ummm thanks Aimee! Love you! xxx

42077  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-11-13
Written: (6756 days ago)
Next in thread: 42224

feeling:-

not right...
something's not right with Alex and me..
I love him but..
Oh i don't know... Maybe this can explain a lil better


:-

I’m cookie dough
I’m not done baking yet. I’m not finished becoming...
whoever the hell it is I’m gonna turn out to be. I’ve been
looking for someone to make me feel whole, and maybe I just
need to be whole. I make it through this, and the next
thing, and the next... maybe one day I turn around and
realize I’m ready. I’m cookies. And then if I want someone to enjoy warm delicious cookie-me, then that’s fine. That’ll be then. When I’m done
42075  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-11-13
Written: (6756 days ago)

The most beautiful song in the world
Cristopher Beck - Close your eyes


Always making me cry
41498  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-11-08
Written: (6761 days ago)

i know what's wrong with me and i know how to sort it out but i can't because the thing i need to keep me alive is gone from my reach and being pulled further away from me every minute by one of my best friends!
fuck u too alex! just when i actually thought i might of loved u! thanks for topping off my shit day :@:(
the only person i have now is amy! god i luv ya girl

40829  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-11-02
Written: (6767 days ago)

LMAO Hannah RachD Sam and Amy loving the Birdy song and sesame street weed song forever *pisses self laughing on the floor*
fucking hell my ribs hurt!!!

40741  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-11-01
Written: (6768 days ago)

Thanks for everything RachD! You were awesome yestie!!! Everything u said ment so much to me!! I love ya loadss babe xx

40712  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-11-01
Written: (6768 days ago)

*xXx*[</3]~Goodbye~To~You~~Goodbye~To~Everything~I~Thought~I~Knew~[</3]*xXx*


Meh i can't stop listening to this song lol!! Oh well!! :)
40674  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-11-01
Written: (6768 days ago)

*xXx*[<3]~Take~My~Hand~~And~Never~Let~Go~[<3]*xXx*

40562  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-10-31
Written: (6769 days ago)

Amy.P Rach.T Rach.D and Zoey, Beth, you're the only people who really know me... everybody else just likes me for my stereotype... friendship shouldn't be that way and anybody who does like me for that... then your pathetic! Thanxs for everything u 5 :) Love u forever!!

Alex ur an ass n i hope u get to read this... ur pathetic!! i kno u only went out with me because i was 'the only grebe at the field' well i'm not a grebe anymore so go fuck someone that is... u make me wanna gag and i HATE u!!!

40560  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-10-31
Written: (6769 days ago)

GRRR :@ i hate u Alex :@

40295  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-10-28
Written: (6772 days ago)
Next in thread: 40489

Sam babe this song is for you


I lived my life in shadow
Never the sun on my face
It didn't seem so sad, though
I figured that was my place
Now I’m bathed in light
Something just isn't right

I’m under your spell
How else could it be
Anyone would notice me?
It's magic, I can tell
How you set me free
Brought me out so easily

I saw a world enchanted
Spirits and charms in the air
I always took for granted
I was the only one there
But your power shone
Brighter than any I’ve known

I’m under your spell
Nothing I can do
You just took my soul with you
You worked your charm so well
Finally, I knew
Everything I dreamed was true

You made me believe

The moon to the tide
I can feel you inside

I’m under your spell
Surging like the sea
Wanting you so helplessly
I break with every swell
Lost in ecstasy
Spread beneath my willow tree

You make me com-plete



You'll recognise the song hunnie! I love you SO SO SO much!
40289  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-10-28
Written: (6772 days ago)
Next in thread: 47329

Let me rest in Peace...Let me get some Sleep...Let me take my Love and Bury it in a hole six foot Deep


I love that song...well I don't...I just love the lyrics!
40285  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-10-28
Written: (6772 days ago)

<3



Sam I love you babe! More than anyone in the world!... you're always here for me and to you I'm perfect... I know I don't have to try and make myself better for you because you love me for who I am... and I love you for YOU!... You're the best BF in the world and I'll love you forever! I don't know what I would do without you... well I don't have to worry about that because I ahve you forever and I'll never let you go because I know you don't want anybody else *smiles* I love you SO SO SO much! (^_^)... I'll never know why you love me so much, and why you find me so perfect... but the main thing is you do, and I love you... You're perfect to me also! I would carry on typing but I can't I'll wear out the keys!... Lo0ve you Sam <3 <3 <3
40282  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-10-28
Written: (6772 days ago)
Next in thread: 40284

A poeM I jusT diD..!

stolen emotion


what have you done?
a shadow of chaos as emotions scream.
once we enjoyed heaven,
innocent and open,
but your thirst died.
a hateful pool of lies -
tears follow memory, follow death,
love taken away.
in a storm of hatred,
i still love you.


likE alL mY otheR pieceS oF poetrY i'M goinG tO asK yeW tO dO mY polL baseD oN alL oF theM ... thanK yeW (^_^)
40279  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-10-28
Written: (6772 days ago)

Meow


Heya everyone I just got back from town with Amy... (^_^)


It was frikking awesome and Corpse Bride is teh best film ever lol

Ending could of been better thowe... he should of married the Corpse Bride she roolz


Anywayz... message me I'm bored! [.L.u.r.v.e.] yew <3
40176  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-10-28
Written: (6772 days ago)

I have a new poem ..(^_^)

Imrprisoned

Slender beams of moonlight enter
this darkened church as I kneel,
always alone, always in pain,
frozen here,
waiting.


Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom as
dust dances in the air,
forming an image in my mind,
penetrating my shamed soul.


Blood on my face.


I raise my head, now kneeling before
this uncaring fate.



..(^_^).. pleasE votE oN mY polL ..(^_^)..
40175  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-10-28
Written: (6772 days ago)

YEY!!!! Going to se "Corpse Bride" today with Amy.P!
Will tell yew what it was like when i get back! :)

40148  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-10-27
Written: (6773 days ago)

please vote on my poll
40139  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-10-27
Written: (6773 days ago)
Next in thread: 40140

I worte some poetry... here it is!!! (please vote on poll)

Some of my poetry



Your Love



Around, all around, the dark memories gather.
My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my heart.
It wounds me, and darkly my
blood drips
to the cold, uncaring tombstones.
In horror I call your name
while Death's shadow surrounds me.
Now alone, my cry of mercy falls upon uncaring eyes.


This is your love



Untitled



It is a night of dark desire, a song of ethereal pain,
wolves vent their loneliness. The immortal one
rises.


Darkness shrouds her pale form,
a timeless desire.


Her inky black hair cascades over
pale shoulders, and her
full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the
life streaming from the
pale flesh beneath
her.


Now a night of new life,
I awaken.



Alone In Darkness



the night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, cold and alone are we.
the emotion for which you lust
flares once, then dies,
swallowed by your obsession.
all hope must die.


your heart desires no more.
how could you not understand?
lost souls surround us, crying,
we have lost our light.

 The logged in version 

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