i know what's wrong with me and i know how to sort it out but i can't because the thing i need to keep me alive is gone from my reach and being pulled further away from me every minute by one of my best friends!
fuck u too alex! just when i actually thought i might of loved u! thanks for topping off my shit day :@:(
the only person i have now is amy! god i luv ya girl
LMAO Hannah RachD Sam and Amy loving the Birdy song and sesame street weed song forever *pisses self laughing on the floor*
fucking hell my ribs hurt!!!
Thanks for everything RachD! You were awesome yestie!!! Everything u said ment so much to me!! I love ya loadss babe xx
*xXx*[<3]~Take~My~Hand~~And~Never~Let ~Go~[<3]*xXx*
Amy.P Rach.T Rach.D and Zoey, Beth, you're the only people who really know me... everybody else just likes me for my stereotype... friendship shouldn't be that way and anybody who does like me for that... then your pathetic! Thanxs for everything u 5 :) Love u forever!!
Alex ur an ass n i hope u get to read this... ur pathetic!! i kno u only went out with me because i was 'the only grebe at the field' well i'm not a grebe anymore so go fuck someone that is... u make me wanna gag and i HATE u!!!
GRRR :@ i hate u Alex :@
A poeM I jusT diD..!
stolen emotion
what have you done? a shadow of chaos as emotions scream. once we enjoyed heaven, innocent and open, but your thirst died. a hateful pool of lies - tears follow memory, follow death, love taken away. in a storm of hatred, i still love you.
Heya everyone I just got back from town with Amy... (^_^)
It was frikking awesome and Corpse Bride is teh best film ever lol
Ending could of been better thowe... he should of married the Corpse Bride she roolz
Anywayz... message me I'm bored! [.L.u.r.v.e.] yew <3
I have a new poem ..(^_^)
Imrprisoned
Slender beams of moonlight enter this darkened church as I kneel, always alone, always in pain, frozen here, waiting.
Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, penetrating my shamed soul.
Blood on my face.
I raise my head, now kneeling before this uncaring fate.
YEY!!!! Going to se "Corpse Bride" today with Amy.P!
Will tell yew what it was like when i get back! :)
please vote on my poll
I worte some poetry... here it is!!! (please vote on poll)
Some of my poetry
Your Love
Around, all around, the dark memories gather.
My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my heart.
It wounds me, and darkly my
blood drips
to the cold, uncaring tombstones.
In horror I call your name
while Death's shadow surrounds me.
Now alone, my cry of mercy falls upon uncaring eyes.
This is your love
Untitled
It is a night of dark desire, a song of ethereal pain,
wolves vent their loneliness. The immortal one
rises.
Darkness shrouds her pale form,
a timeless desire.
Her inky black hair cascades over
pale shoulders, and her
full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the
life streaming from the
pale flesh beneath
her.
Now a night of new life,
I awaken.
Alone In Darkness
the night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, cold and alone are we.
the emotion for which you lust
flares once, then dies,
swallowed by your obsession.
all hope must die.
your heart desires no more.
how could you not understand?
lost souls surround us, crying,
we have lost our light.
[x.Hannah and Rachel ... best buds fowevar.x]
went to a gig last night t'was frikkin awesome! thats bout it i spose! laters n luv me xx
Hannah and Brandii sat here watching Saw trailers! Lol! Laughing at Amy because she's scared :P Aww blessy her!!!
TFC roxers my stripey soxers!!!
I'm the best member of HBA forever and ever brandii :P:P
Sam you smelly biotch!!
Amy you suck cock for bus fair :P:P:P:P x x x
I'm really happy today!
Brandii you're my best friend forever and you Megan and Amy!
Candy and Beth I have nothing but hope and love for you two... I hope you're best friends forever! I'm sorry we couldn't make it Candy but we'll always be close friends ^_^ and I wouldn't have it any other way! Lurv you both lots and lots like jelly tots and vodka shots ^_^
[pink_muffin] you're my wifey for lifey and I lurv you millions .x.x.x.
[putrid god] I lurv you more than you will ever know... you're so sweet hunny! Lurv you loads and loads and loads more than you will ever know! .x.x.x.
and Sam I lurve you more than anyone!.X.X.X.
Oooooh and Tony my other bestest bud ever xXx God there's too many people that I lurv so I'm just gna say I lurve you all ^_^
Bye byez x x x x x x x
Goin on hol tomorrow.... i mean i have family problems *shhhh* :P no i am actually goin on hol! with [x_Vampire_x] i shall have my fone with me because she bores me to fuck so i can talk to other ppl!!! lol! no NEVER! she is amazing i lurrve her lots... oh and hey amy maybe if we're lucky we can be hit by a van driven by squirells on alcahol ^_^ tee hee!!!!! :) we're so fetch lol!!!!! cant wait luv ya all loads speshully Beth, Candy, Brandii, Amy, Aimee, Tom, Danni, Lauren, Megan and ZOEY! *muwah* I lurrve u Zoey and I hope u didnt break urself lol :P bless her.... just playin in the quad my ass.... U WERE SPANKING PETE AND U KNO IT :P o well! its ur prob if u hurted urself... spanking is bad :P ha! i'm just fucking talking out my ass now :S *rolls eyes* so by and ill miss u all!! speshully [putrid god] he rox and i lurrve him lots n lots! :):):):) xxxxxxxxxxxxxx