Ok, its 2:38 am and I've been laying in bed since 12. 
I can't sleep and i'm as wake as I would be during the day.
Thoughts, images, ideas have all been running about in my head unlocked some how. Thoughts of whats going to happen to me, why I can't sleep, thoughts of sexual desires and pleasures. The sexual desires are running about mostly pushing aside all other thoughts i've had. Its been bullying everything else and I can't help it. Just the thoughts of her, being able to hold her once again and feel her body against mine, being able to feel her lips and her skin thats so wonderful silky. Her words of comfort drive me slowly on and on pulling me down into her trap which wins. It seems like my sex driven side has been won by her and its willing to give its self all to her. Just the way she holds me in her hugs and her giggles just seem to hold me and my body just goes heavy like I can't get up and I just smile and submit to her. She is so seductive and I know she isn't even tring to be but I can't help but let her take me. I know I've repeated things it seems but they aren't all the same thing. Each thing is different. I close my eyes and I see her face, I see her body hovering above me or I see her face resting on my chest smileing as she looks up at me. Her eyes, the voice and softness makes me feel so comfortable and happy.
*sighs* She is a captian of a pirate ship and she has beaten this viking, but will I even come to win?
or am I just a trollkin who was granted a elven beauty?
Why is my brain being put into twist and turns not ever seeming to stop any time soon. Its like two legs being wrapped around me and squeezing me into a position where I can't get away and I don't even try to struggle. I may wiggle but its not to get away its to get comfortable. I just want to be able to feel her against me again insted of laying in bed alone at night holding a pillow in the place where she should be. I had a taste of what its like to hold someone as they lay there in my arms and sleep, had a taste of thier mind and a piece of their soul, and now they have a piece of my soul, a piece of my heart and mind. A spot in my arms and at my side which will never go away.

Ok, since I've been unsingle now I've noticed that I have not been looking at other chicks like I used to when I dated someone. I mean I could be dateing someone and still look at another and go "Oh I wonder what its like to have her" or so on and so on. Now I look at another girl and I have no comment really, and I'm damn happy about it. I've have gotten a mature and honest girl and im damn happy to have her. *just realized how good it is* 
The concert last night rocked my socks off once again.
3IOB IS AWSOME!!!!!!!!!!!
(3 Inches Of Blood for you stupid people :P)

OK!!!
I have to rant about this.
The whole little "This is a sad story of a girl and a guy on a motorcycle..." thing is getting old.
Yes its sad and all but come on people, atleast make your own "original" story or hide it or something.
Its like every second or third person I see on this place has this story or something like it up. 
So yea, im done.

OK WHAT THE HELL IS IT WITH CHICKS IN ENGLAND!!! Is it from thier country being raided by so many different cultures and the women being raped and such that the offspring have become vixins or are they just extremely sexy. Well most of them are...but you know most chicks like that are drinking and smokeing and parties are always on their minds unless they are talking of shopping...I know that sounds sterotypical but this is just from my adventures. thats all they think of, well most. i've found a few that dont smoke and drink and party all the time but thats like uber rare. Stupid american society protrudeing its self upon other cultures and makeing everyone like Stupid Dumb "Big Cock" (Large cocks dont truely matter and thats been proven stupid people) sports players. And the whole cock thing, women want a big cock because its like a trophey...its like a guy dateing a girl thats really hot and has big breast and a huge rear end, ITS A SHOW OFF, I'M BETTER THEN YOU, TROPHEY!!!! STUPID
Ok im done ranting :P WHAAAAA Off to bed now.

OH GOD I HATE THIS KIND OF WRITEING!

i luv 2 av a gud tym

It takes 4 hours to try and read that stupid ebonic writing style...STUPID PEOPLE LEARN TO WRITE CORRECTLY!