[Cerulean Sins]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2012-02-28
Written: (4664 days ago)
Next in thread: 134732

Since I lost my college bus pass last Friday, I have to pay for my own bus fair until my new bus pass arrives. Fuck knows when I'll get my new one. I would normally be in college tomorrow to study but since I can't looks like I'll be doing some home studying. Which is very hard for me to do.

I got told yesterday off my Comms tutor that everyone has to have their first draft of their report emailed to her by Friday. So I'm going to be working on and off on my report this week. But on Friday after my classes finish I'm gonna camp out in the library and touch up my report a little. So I'll be late getting on ep that day.

OH! I sent in my online application for HNC Admin and IT this afternoon, so I'll hopefully get my interview soon or soon-ish! :D All I need to do is pass my level 6 Comms and my IT for Management class and then I'm in HNC! Whoop Whoop!

Right so for the next few days I will be ON & OFF ep but if you really need me for anything then Tweet, Facebook or Text me :) If any council members need to or need to speak with me then facebook, tweet me or get Boss Man or Cuddle Bunny to text me :)

Laters folks :P

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Written about Monday 2012-02-27
Written: (4665 days ago)

My friends did this video to promote healthy body image and self-esteem in women! Please watch but be warned they talk with Scottish ascents just like me :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zZFIilPYGag&feature=channel_video_title

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Written about Monday 2012-02-27
Written: (4665 days ago)

Got good news! :D

I'm applying for HNC Admin and IT tomorrow! :) And I'm getting funding off SAAS ( Student Awards Agency for Scotland ). They will cover my course fees and I'm applying for their Student Loan for Living Costs which will cover my travel, smoking and coffee expenses :D

Wish me luck that I get into HNC! :D

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Written about Sunday 2012-02-26
Written: (4666 days ago)

Hey all

Right am gonna F-off for most of the day because I need to write up my first draft of my comms report, I need to do a post for my blog and then create a new Trivia.....might create one about Being Human UK or True Blood or fuck know. I'll think of something lol

If you seriously need me.....then just Facebook me or if your lucky enough to text me...wait don't text me my Blackberry is like dead at the moment and I won't be charging it before bed so yeah:P

Laters all! <3 xxxx

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Written about Saturday 2012-02-25
Written: (4667 days ago)

Hey guys

I have a comms report draft that's due for monday....so you won't see me for this whole weekend. I'll check in for a few moments but that's all. I really need to get it finished.

But if you need me then Tweet or Facebook me!

Laters <3

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Written about Wednesday 2012-02-22
Written: (4670 days ago)
Next in thread: 134676

Stole mums tablet for a while since she doesn't have a clue how to work it lol xD

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Written about Wednesday 2012-02-22
Written: (4670 days ago)

Right am off to college to try and finish my comms report on Floors Castle and I've got to help a classmate with her tourism and comms work...oh the joys *sighs* Laters! Tweet or FB me you need me :)

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Written about Monday 2012-02-20
Written: (4672 days ago)
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Written about Friday 2012-02-17
Written: (4675 days ago)

Hey Guys

Right well I've got my IT for Admin resit, oh the joys >.< Then am off to visit [**Yummy**Mummy**], her partner and my amazing godkids! :D So I won't be online until Sunday afternoon :)

But if you need me, Tweet or FB me :D

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Written about Sunday 2012-02-12
Written: (4680 days ago)

The secret can be revealed! :D
I got board on Friday so I thought creating this would keep me busy since I didn't have must EP work to do :)
I have spent hours working on this.
I roped in my US Sister [Sigyn, The Faithful Wife] involved as well.
I bet by now your like 'Just fucking tell us what you've been doing!!'
Well...okay no need to be rude XD

Check out ------> Elfpack Book Club <------ It's NOT a Official page at all. It's just for fun.

134612  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2012-02-11
Written: (4681 days ago)

Right am off because I have a friend in need coming to mine for lunch :)

So I'll be back in a few hours lol

If you really need me, FB or tweet me and I'll get it on my phone :D

134605  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2012-02-10
Written: (4682 days ago)
Next in thread: 134616

Is working on a secret project with [Sigyn, The Faithful Wife] >:)
Don't worry you'll all find out soon enough what it is >:) 

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Written about Saturday 2012-02-04
Written: (4688 days ago)
Next in thread: 134590

For FUCKS sake! We lost....again! We where robbed! Fucking English! I'm well pissed off!

Scotland 6 - 13 England

Fucking FREEDOM!!!!

134588  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2012-02-04
Written: (4688 days ago)

Is watching Scotland Vs England......Cmon Scotland! You can beat them! :D I <3 Rugby!

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Written about Wednesday 2012-02-01
Written: (4691 days ago)
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Written about Wednesday 2012-02-01
Written: (4691 days ago)

is off to college to study with come class mates. Got a few bits and bobs to finish today, tweet or FB me if you need me!

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Written about Thursday 2012-01-26
Written: (4697 days ago)

Just came on to check what messages I have.

I've gotta get ready cause I have to travel for 4 hours in a car with my parents to go to my Auntie's funeral.

I won't have my phone with me. I will check in once I'm back home.

See ya all when I get back.

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Written about Saturday 2012-01-21
Written: (4702 days ago)
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Written about Thursday 2012-01-19
Written: (4704 days ago)
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Written about Wednesday 2012-01-18
Written: (4705 days ago)

Okay am off to bed.

Oh yeah me and my ex are texting each other.....we just friends! Nothing more! I ain't walking down that road again!

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Written about Tuesday 2012-01-17
Written: (4706 days ago)
Next in thread: 134488, 134497, 134523

Okay.....I am very unsure what to do right now....in this moment in time....My ex-Boyfriend Chris from last year (which am sure you all remember him). He facebooked me on Sunday, I didn't get the pm until just now. And this is what he said:

Hi

You're probs sat there in shock to see a message pop up in your inbox from me. You must be wondering why an earth I would do such a thing, knowing clearly I sent you my farewell only about 7/8 month ago.

It has taken me a while to pick up the courage to message you.. this is the best I can come up with, as my vocabulary of words are pretty limited.. if it were you typing this sort of a message you'd come up with something 10 times better ( & yes incase you're wondering this message is all about me apoligising & begging for your forgiveness, as a matter a fact i'm literally on my knees whilst i'm in the process of typing )
Anyway here goes...

I'm sorry Michelle, I am truly sorry.. i'm pretty much putting all my heart & soul into saying the word. I am very aware that the word sorry is not often enough.. in this instance for your forgiveness.
I feel really bad from my behaviour towards you last year. The behaviour that ultimitely led our friendship to a breaking point. Since then i've been full of regret & hurt. It feels like i've had a air rifle aimed at me & been shot at. I have nothing now.. no life.. you, sean & rachael were all I had as friends. I miss you all so much.. even abigail.. & the cat.. forgot his/her name.

Anyway back to my apoligy ( I'm still on me knees ) You guys were great, probably the best friends i've had. It felt like a second home being in amongst you guys. I went through a difficult time the year before I met you. I didn't realise how lucky I was so much had changed so quickly in a short period of time. And now I have just thrown it all away & I feel so hurt by it...
I'm really, really sorry Michelle.
I really hope you can forgive me & give me another chance.

Chris.


What the fuck am I going to do? Dose he want to be friends? Or does he want to be my boyfriend? Fuck knows!!! I NEED HELP!!!!!

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