I am happy again lol

I made my day better today wish I was in etown with my brother ryan but I have my entire life to live with my real true blood but anyways I am doin good I just wish I was in heaven with my real mom thats all

I guess things are fucked and always will be as long as ur alive and yeah I have so many things on my mind and death is on my mind rightnow I hope to die cause Im scared to live my life the way it is

I feel like the worlds not good enough for me anymore and well I miss ryan alot and I know I won't ever see him again but he is a big boy and can handle himself so yeah

whats on my mind is mainly everything lol I miss my grandma and my dad rightnow but I miss bein seventeen again thats an awsome year to me cause I had the world in my hands just like that lol anyways I miss ryan dayrider my older brother but the dumbass went to jail but I hope he gets out soon I wanna see him again out of almost 8 or 9 years apart now lol

whats on my mind is I am bored do you want my cell number ?

i havn`t been on this site for a year now wow I really missed it here and hey I need a new texting buddy so write me and let me know if you want my number write me

whats up everybody Gangstagabe is in his own playground and is ready to rumble 

whats life when your not feeling to good

Whats new with the world today? I finally got a facebook so if anyone is out there write to me on facebook got it! jks I love my family and hope weeboy gets better and I hope god won't take my brother away from his family. Get better brother wee I am sad for you

man I miss someone right now and I really want to see her again but I don't know whats up with that so I hate life for taking my girl away from me and I loved her with all my heart and soul so yeah laters.

Hello to the world From The ladiesman lol