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Written about Wednesday 2013-01-30
Written: (4097 days ago)
Go home, weather, you're drunk.
Anyway, yesterday we had, no joke, high 50 degree weather.
I was sweating my balls butt off
Tomorrow, supposed to be -8 degrees.
And right now it's snowing.
When I came in this morning it was still raining (it's been raining for the passed day or so) but then right as I'm getting to school...snow.
And now I've been here for six hours and when I leave we're supposed to have accumulated 6+ inches.
Seriously.
Written about Tuesday 2012-11-13
Written: (4175 days ago)
Hello, all (all being the one or two odd friends that still read my diaries, as few and far between as they are)!
It's been a while since I've updates so here goes.
I've been busy.
I know, right? Like that's so important for you to know.
Real life has been knocking at my door and I've been attempting to answer it as graciously as I can.
Exams, research papers, trying to keep my sanity, the usual.
Today I'm meeting with an advisor to see what classes I should sign up for for next semester. Whee!
I'm thinking about changing my major. Eek.
English to Sociology. Thoughts? Comments? Let me have them!
And I'm never gonna be a wolverine again...!
...Time has passed you by...
Written about Saturday 2010-11-13
Written: (4907 days ago)
Okay, I'm having one of my manic moments. I just stumbled upon some Final Fantasy IX fanart on Deviant...
and now I want to play the game so bad it HURTS.
Months and months ago, I started playing it and got super far, all in a couple of weeks because I was so obsessed...the
I goddamned stopped playing. FOR NO REASON AT ALL.
And now I want to play so bad I want to go rushing down into the basement at 1:30 in the morning and try to find it and hook it up and play it.
I'd have to start over, AGAIN (this keeps happening; I watched my brother beat it years and years and years ago, but then I want to play it by myself...so I start playing...aban
You saw all the signs, but you let it go...you closed your eyes
I shoulda told you to leave, 'cause I knew all the time you couldn't handle me
But you're hard to resist when you're on your knees, begging me...
I tear you down, I'll make you bleed; tell me
Can't help myself from hurting you when it's hurting me
I don't have wings, so flying with me won't be easy!
'Cause I'm not an angel, I'm not an angel...
Hate being that wall that you hit when you feel like you gave it all
I keep taking the blame when we both know that I never change
I'll tear you down, I'll make you bleed; tell me
Can't help myself from hurting you when it's hurting me
I don't have wings so flying with me won't be easy!
'Cause I'm not an angel, I'm not an angel...
I wasn't always this way
I used to be the one with the halo
But that dissapeared when I had my first taste and fell from grace
It left me in this place
I'm starting to think maybe you like it...
I'll tear you down, I'll make you bleed; tell me
Can't help myself from hurting you when it's hurting me
I don't have wings so flying with me won't be easy
'Cause I'm not an angel, I'm not an angel!
I'm not an angel, I'm not an angel!
I'm not an angel, I'm not an angel...
Standing in the snow
And I'm so afraid of what could fall from my lips
Afraid of what I know
But still I carry on
Following my heart
Things could let me down, and I could be betrayed
But love never lies....so
Let me be your Rose In December
And I'll be standing here, until spring comes and the snow melts away
Let me be your Rose In December
I'll stand here forever, loving you, as a rose in december
Cool, autumn days
When everyone else walked away
They told me to forget, and to spare myself the storm
But, I knew you were worth the wait
And as the snow fell
Landing on my heart
Burying my emotion, but still I stand here frozen
Because I know I love you, oh, I love you...so
Let me be your Rose In December
And I'll be standing here, until spring comes and the snow melts away
Let me be your Rose In December
I'll stand here forever..lovin
As a Rose.....
As a rose in december.
Written about Friday 2010-10-22
Written: (4929 days ago)
You know what's starting to bug me? I don't know for sure what color my eyes are. Haha, I know that's really dumb, but for the longest time I thought I had brown eyes. So then when people ask, they look and are like "no, they're green!" and I'm like "Fuck no they're not" and so I look in the mirror and...yeah, they do have a lot of green in them. How did I never notice, haha? I never even gave a crap until--and this really happened--I was in school and I said my eyes were brown. A girl a few seats away from me turns on me and YELLS in a very accusing manner, "NO YOU DON'T! YOU HAVE GREEN!" Like I really offended her.
And then a few weeks ago I was working at the gas station and I was having a staring contest with Cody, when she goes "You have really pretty green eyes". And I'm like "Are they really green?"
I guess I'm lame and confused for not knowing my own eye color, hahaha.
Just a random little thought, there.