[(*/Miz'Thang\*)]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2006-12-06
Written: (4673 days ago)

I havent been on here lately alot, or youve seen my "moods" havent been all cheery and sexy. because the tuesday before thanksgiving i found out that my mom is in the hospital..because she had a bladder infection..but the fixed that and suggested they do a blood transfusion. that didnt go great so they had to do it twice. but on tuesday when i called my brother he had just been leaving the hospital from seeing her. and the docters told him that she prolly wouldnt make it very much longer because her kidneys, liver and pancreas were shutting down. (if you didnt already figure out..my mothers a horrible drug addict.) and so that friday after thanksgiving my friend took me to see her. and i hadnt seen her exactly a year since then and she was so pale n pasty and she seriously already looked like she was dead. her lips and cheeks had no color and she was so weak that she couldnt hold a cup of water. it killed me to see her like that. and every time i think about it..whats running thru my mind is "she did this to herself" and she did but i was like sitting there watching her slowly die. and thats so much to handle. and when i was walking outta the room she said "thanks for coming babygirl" that made me break down and cry the whole way home. i havent talked with her for year. beccause everytime i let her back in my life she fucks it up. and she left when i was 7years old. so im not used to her "fucks ups" all the time. she picks men over her children. but anyway thats why i havent been on. im sorry. i hope you try your best to understand.

love you all

Terren...

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Written about Friday 2006-07-14
Written: (4817 days ago)

i hate diarys but i thought i could type my thoughts down faster then i could write them down.lol make sense? okay anyway. i have all these friends and its so hard not to get attached to them. some i do wanna get close to like REALLY close. but some i dont want anything to do with. yea know? theres some guys on here that KNOW i like them because i have told them i do. theres only 2 guys that REALLY know that i like them.some just THINK that i likem. ive talked about that love knows no boundaries. but with some it does and it hurts so bad to know that something stupid like distance could keep us from being with eachother. and i dont know what to do! is there really anything i can do?
i dont think there is but theres really this ONE guy that is willing to come see me and im SO EXCITED! lol but shhhhh! itsa secret and you wont know who it is until he like says something on his profile.lol so thanks for reading this HORRID diary thing. lol love yea all. mwuah!

email me if you got tips id REALLY Like them.

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