here it is everything.

i let myself fall into a lie, i let my walls come down, i let myself smile and feel alive- with this knife- smile empty soul.


im hurt, i gave this guy my heart, thinking he was a nice caring guy.
come to find out, i didnt mean shit to him.
i was just a back up plan...
thanks, next time pick someone who can handle the heartbreak.
not someone like me, who has been through enough heartbreak and loss.