When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind. When a
GIRL is not arguing,She is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with
eyes
full of questions,She is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL
answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine. When a GIRL
stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your
chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see
you everyday, She wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says I love you, She
means it. When a GIRL says "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you
more than that
Repost this and your true love will call you in five minutes

great it's raining...and i have to WALK TO WORK..every body else have rides to work, but no, I have to be the lucky one that has to get her shoes soaked and then go into work with wet socks...so i guess what i'm going to have to do is wear my boots to work and carry my other work shoes and just change in back

+TOUCH HER WAIST
+TALK TO HER
+SHARE SECRETS
+GIVE HER YOUR JACKET
+KISS HER SLOWLY
+HUG HER
+HOLD HER
+LAUGH WITH HER
+INVITE HER SOMEWHERE
+LET HER BE WITH YOU WHEN YOU'RE WITH YOUR FRIEND(S)
+SMILE WITH HER
+TAKE PHOTOS WITH HER
+TELL HER THE WAY YOU FEEL ABOUT HER**
+KISS HER ON THE NECK***
+TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
+LOVE HER
+DON'T LIE TO HER**
+DON'T CHEAT ON HER***
+SHE COMES FIRST ECSPECIALLY BEFORE SPORTS
+CALL HER UNEXPECETEDLY
+TREAT HER GOOD
+NEVER HANG UP WITH HER
+ALWAYS KNOW WHEN SOMETHINGS' WRONG
+DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO CHEER HER UP; DON'T JUST GIVE UP BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T TELL YOU RIGHT AWAY
+NEVER SWEAR AT HER
+CALL HER AND TELL HER YOU'RE THINKING OF HER
+TELL HER YOU LOVE HER MORE THEN ANYTHING

A Pagan dies and to his great surprise he finds himself standing before some pearly gates.
[Pagan:] "Where am I?"
St. Peter: "You're at the gates of Heaven"
[Pagan:] "But I dont believe in Heaven"
St. Peter: "You're one of those arent you?"
[Pagan:] "Yes. I believe I'm in the wrong place Im supposed to be in Summerland."
St. Peter: "Sorry, We took overSummerland, and its temporarily closed for remodeling."
[Pagan:] "What should i do now?"
Peter: "Well since we dont allow Pagans in Heaven, you'll have to go to Hell. Sorry. Just follow that path than leads down and to the left."
The Pagan walks down to Hell where the gates are standing wide open. He walks in and finds beautiful meadows, happy animals, and clear streams of water.
He walks on in and begins exploring, and after a few minutes a courtly gentleman walks up to him and bows politely.
"Hello, Im Satan. You must be the guy St. Peter called me about. Are you a Pagan?"
[Pagan:] "Yes I am. What's going to happen now?"
Satan: "Well the fishings good if you enjoy that sort of thing. There's a little refreshments stand just down the road. And I believe the Pagan meeting grounds are right over the next hill."
Suddenly a hold opens up in the sky above and a yawning chasm opens directly underneath it. The stench of sulphur and firing brimstone fills the air. Hundreds of screaming, tortured souls drop down into the flaming pit which immediately closes with a thud.
The Pagan hardly believes what he just saw.
[Pagan:] "And what was THAT?!?!"
Satan rolls his eyes: "Oh just ignore them. They're Christians, they wouldnt have it any other way."

I feel so relieved, I can finally be myself again. Go to: http://allpoetry.com/poem/2087341 to see why...

Ramble

1) I work at Wendy's and I already hate it, I've burned myself so many times, it's not funny!
2) Why [Shougo] still acts like we're together when were not confuses me, I think he just wants the stress taken off of the relationship.

[Shougo] and i are now over....so.....

I'm having problems in my life right now that are more serious than the internet. So when it's all resolved, I'll be back. Till then I'll check up every now and then.

*-this means i think it's true

[50 Things Girls Wish Guys Knew...]


1. dont tell us when you think other girls are hot.
2. whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
3. if you dont act like soap-opera guys, dont expect us to dress like Victoria Secret models.
4. mark anniversaries on a calendar.
[*]5. there is no such thing as too much spooning.
[*]6. we think about you all the time.
[*]7. this is how we see it . . . Don't call = Don't Care.
8. which also means that if we dont call, take the hint.
[*]9. we like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary.
[*]10. being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench-press.
[*]11. return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave.
[*]12. foreplay is not an option . . . its a prerequisite.
13. we're allowed to be late . . . you are not.
[*]14. eye contact is key.
15. dont take longer to get ready than we do.
[*]16. laugh at our jokes.
[*]17. three words . . . honesty, honesty, honesty.
[*]18. girls can be groupies. guy groupies are stalkers.
19. we never have to wonder if your orgasm was real.
20. do not start with us. you will not win.
[*]21. would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? we didnt think so.
[*]22. if you ask nicely, we usually answer the same way
23. we will never have enough clothes or shoes.
[*]24. we have an excuse to act bitchy at least once a month. As do you.
[*]25. open the door for us no matter where we are . . . even at our house and getting into the car.
[*]26. we love surprises!
[*]27. we liked to be kissed softly, not with an iron tongue.
[*][*][*]28. pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.
[*]29. boxers and maybe boxer briefs sometimes . . . NEVER whitey-tighties!
30. clean your room before we come over.
[*]31. always brush your teeth before you see us . . . a fresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity.
32. when we use our teeth it means that you suck at going down on us, so we are just returning the favor.
[*][*]33. even though you are sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are.
[*]34. dont act hard around your friends because i wont make you hard tonight.
[*]35. sometimes "NO!" really means "NO!"
36. "Wife Beaters" are not an adequate form of fashion.
37. if we wanted to be on video tape, we'd be a porn star not your girlfriend.
[*]38. sensitive guys are great . . . but crying more than we do in a movie just isnt right.
[*][*]39. dont let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.
[*]40. it takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays.
[*] sometimes41. guys who are good cuddlers = guys who know how to satisfy a woman.
42. "Fat Chicks" have feelings too.
[*]43. silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks all add up to . . . YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG!
[*]44. the excuse "I can't dance" is unacceptable . . . we'll appreciate the simple fact that you're trying.
[*]45. just because a girl doesnt pick up on the first ring doesnt mean shes not waiting by the phone.
[*]46. you dont have to spend a lot, if it means a lot.
[*]47. dont say you love me if you dont mean it. when we say it we mean it
[*]48. dont lie to us . . . we will catch you.
[*][*]49. just because your tired doesn't mean you can blow us off like we are nothing.
[*][50. when the girls get together, we talk about EVERYTHING. Meaning my best friends know everything about you.]

12 Ways To Get To A Girls Heart-- 1. Hugs her from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other. 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. Dont force her to do ANYTHING! 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Say I love you.....and MEAN IT! 10. Brush the hair out of her eyes 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12. Love her with all your heart Girls- Repost this if you think its sweet. Guys- Repost this if you would do any of it

Let's give up

I'm tired of trying to impress people my age. All I would have to do is lay back and do drugs and drink. But then I wouldn't be me. I feel as if the past 24 hours has been the down fall of my emotions, body, and soul. I feel like shit the only thing that keeps me a bit alive is the orange soda. I'm supposed to be really happy to be turning 16, but all I feel is depression.

I'm tired of all of thes:
-drug addicts that show it off like it's an award to see how fucked up your body can get until you start having granny seisures like my uncle
-these "sex addicts" who are all about the sex, get aids and fucking die
-smokers, go pollute your own lungs in a cealed room so that you're nicotine can coat those walls till they become yellow so i don't have to die of your cancer sticks
-worthless people

*wines*

my boyfriend has this friend who like probably hates me. it figures i put forth the effort to be nice and all he does is get annoyed with me. maybe i should give up. he was all like "i'm here to talk to his friends, not his gf." my mistake now watch me suffer a discussion like alex used to give me.

Two days till my 16th birthday and it looks as if it's going to be another day of hell to pay. I'm pretty sure that people hate me already.

Two and a Half Hours

I've been trying to get a hold of [Shougo] for two and a half hours. And still nothing. I have NO FUCKING CLUE what the hell happened to him or if he's still sleeping. I really, realy miss him, besides his trip to Chicago this has been the longest time I've gone without talking to him. So I am really worried and nothing is settling my mind.

I'M BACK!!

Well I'm back and I'm working on a few of my wikis!

Hello, Hello, Hello

Well I have exciting news! AFI'S DECEMBERUNDERGROUND ALBUM COMES OUT 6.6.06! GO GET IT! And I am going to Warped Tour and Ozzfest this year. Ozzfest is 7.23 and Warped Tour is 7.28! AFI is going to be at Warped Tour...but besides that my life is pretty much boring. I am over at Nick's waiting for him to get home from his interview...I hope that will be soon. I guess he's been at his interview for about an hour and 10 minutes now.

I'm out of school now and will be going to WHS next year along with graduating from WHS. It is a prep school and I really really hate it.

and i have nothing else to say so

aufwiedersehen,
[shardae le fae]

Spring Break, Nick, and Other Shit

As everybody knows April 2nd is the day when people "leap ahead" in time. Well this was only true for part of norther indiana until yesterday. All of Indiana got put on daylight savings time. so this was the first time I have ever had to lead/spring ahead in time. And I find it quite confussing since I still wake up like usual. 9:30, usual Indiana time, now it's 10:30.

Anyway, we are on Spring Break right now for the week. I guess that's all I have to say about that.

Nick and I have been going out for 6 months, 2 days. Speaking of Nick, he's not here right now, I guess he's out with his mom and will be back soon.

Alex leaves for his basic training June 13th. Him and I are no longer fighting. Umm...he's with his ex girlfriend Shelly. I wish him much luck with her....honestly she must be the most patient woman in the world to deal with him in person. lol ^_^

Oh and I don't know when I'll get another computer...right now my evil step father has it..he's such a stupid bitch. he has to be a bitch because he isn't a man....

Well I'm sure most of you like playing in the rain.

Let it Rain,
Love Yall,
[shardae le fae]