today is my older sisters ball and i got to finnish skool early to help her get readi 4 it and i was so excited.. i have been thinking bad thoughts lately and there mostly about suicide and yea..... even though my ife isnt that bad and others have it worst but i cant help but think that i am worthless and i dont deserve to live soon i wont b hear and everything will b beta.. i will be dead and far from these probs....

im gonna be dead soon far from everything...
im gonna be happier...
see ya my ppls and i hope 2 c u on the side

i love everyone and dont think other wise i just cant handle this no more and i am takin the easy way out...

CYA