[Punk Rock Riot]'s diary

66805  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-05-05
Written: (6574 days ago)

And With Everything You Say Too Me, I Start To Doubt Myself, And I Dont Think That I Can Have It All Again, I Wanna Move On, But Your The Brick Wall Thats Standing In My Way
66439  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-05-03
Written: (6576 days ago)

[.....Attention please, we interrupt this program, with some disturbing news,
World wide evacuation, we're going to lose, we've pulverised the nation,
I guess it shows us just what love can do.....
]


&&.I Fall In Love Way To Easily.//



Why Wont You Give Me Your Love?


[.:Accidentally:.in Love]


.Last night, I said:
"Oh, baby, I feel so down.
Oh it turns me off,
When I feel left out"
So He turned around:
"Oh, baby, don't care no more
I know this for sure,
I'm walkin' out that door".


[.I Got A Feeling Inside Of Me, Its Kinda Strange Like A Stormy Sea, I Dont Know Why.]


Let's go to a r.a.v.e, And behave like we're *trippin*' Simply 'cause we're so in "love".

♥_____I'll Be The Girl Yoo Cant Resist.


I Got A Boy Who Thiinks I R.a.w.k!

S.O.S Please Someone Help Me Its Not Healthy For Me To Feel This Way


[.I Was Kidding When I Said, I L.o.v.e Yoo More.]

♥If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs
Would you still love me anyway?
If you're bound and you're gagged, draped and displayed
Would you still love me, love me anyway


If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs
Would you still love me anyway?
There's a spot on the floor where your limbs used to be
And I close the door on my fantasies


If I dropped you in it, got you kicked out of skool would you still love me anyway?


If I got you arrested, got your house raided, would you still love me anyway?♥


.Sick.

To Death Of Missing You


.My Four Letter Lie.


[It Started Out With A K.i.s.s How Did It End Up Like <3This<3 It Was Only A Kiss, It Was Only A Kiss]


.In The Car With A Girl, Promise Me She's Not Your World, Coz Darlin' Your A .S.t.a.r. In Nobodys Eyes But Mine, Darlin' Your A *Star*.


Love Begins With A Smile Grows With A Kiss And Ends With A Teardrop.



The Greatest Pain That Comes From Love Is Loving Someone You Can Never Have


.How I Love To Stargaze In Yoor Eyes.


'One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain' - Bob Marley


.And who am I to tell you that I would never let you down
That no-one else could love you half as much as I do now
And who am I to tell you I'll always catch you when you fall
Well I, I wouldn't be myself at all.


65707  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-04-28
Written: (6581 days ago)

X___.There's a club, if you'd like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry
And you want to die..


.I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does.
65424  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-04-26
Written: (6583 days ago)

Oh Boy You've Got So Much To Learn, Coz You Cant Keep A Girl Like This, You Gotta Meet Her Half Way, If You Love Her The Way You Say You Do.

65177  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-04-24
Written: (6585 days ago)

So Today Was Soooo Much Fun!


I Go Back To A Skool I Hate Without The One I Love
Have A Shit Day
Get In Trouble Straight Away
Then Theres The On-going Shit.....


The Guy(s?) I Like Doesnt Like Me
The Other One Fxcked Off With One Of My Mates
Someone Fxcked Off With One Of My Other Mates, Told Me He Loved Me And Xpects To Say 'I Love You Too'
And **** You Just Arnt My Type
Im Such A Bitch
Im Still Allowed To Do Nothing
And Theres So Many People 1000000 Times Worse Off Than Me And Im So Self Centered


[I Cannot Be Arsed With Life]
65172  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-04-24
Written: (6585 days ago)

[broke the stupid bottle you gave me.burnt the letters you gave me.tore up the picture of you and me.broke the picture you bought me. erased the writting on my wall about you.deleted the messages you sent me.cancelled our relation on the place we met.got rid of all our songs.stopped remembering your phone numbers.ripped apart the toy you gave me.threw away the cards you sent me.started to stop loving you and begin hating you.]

65079  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-04-23
Written: (6586 days ago)

Coz your fit coz your hot coz your fucking gorgeous, is that all that fucking matters now?? i fucking hate all of you

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Written about Saturday 2006-04-22
Written: (6587 days ago)

I was feeling insecure you didnt love me anymore, i was shivering inside, i didnt meen to hurt you i didnt meen to make you cry

To every girl crying tonight--you know you deserve better than that

- To every girl that has been cheated on because -- shes not a whore who gives it up to any guy.

- To every girl who wants to be called beautiful -- not hot.

- To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose -- the whore instead.

- To every girl that cries at night because of -- another heartbreak.

- To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth -- just to get a boyfriend.

- To every girl who lies awake at night -- thinking about him.

-To every girl that just wants -- to cuddle.

- To every girl that just wants to sleep with him -- without having sex everytime.

- To every girl who shows how much she cares -- and gets nothing back.

- To every girl that doesnt want a guy who -- just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.

-To every girl who wants -- words backed up with action

- To every girl that fell for all the lies -- only to find themselves alone in the end.

- To every girl that gave her heart away -- to have it shoved back in her face.


64826  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-04-21
Written: (6588 days ago)

you think your so hard done too...let me tell you whats actually happened...

firstly, your mum hasnt stopped you from doing anything, mine has, you've been kicked out of a skool you didnt like and dont have to go back until you do your exams, i however have to go back to a skool i hate and take all the shit. Then, you've kept all your mates and gained more, iv lost a load, and now half of them would rather have you around than me. You now get accepted into the 6th form you wanna go to, where as I might not be allowed to go to the one i want too!! Finally, Iv lost someone i love, and you've got a good excuse to get rid of someone you were sick of. And Iv wrecked your life?

64577  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-04-19
Written: (6590 days ago)

I'm not saying it was your fault
Although you could have done more

Oh you're so naive yet so

How could this be done
Your such a smiling sweetheart
Oh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly way
Something so beautiful
That everytime I look inside

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I may say it was your fault
Cause I know you could have done more

Oh you're so naive yet so

How could this be done
By such a smiling sweetheart
Oh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly way something so beautiful
Everytime I look inside

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

How could this be done
By such a smiling sweetheart

Oh you're so naive yet so

Such an ugly thing
Someone so beautiful
And everytime you're on his side

I know she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it maybe be she's still out to get me

And I know she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it maybe be she's still out to get me

Just don't let me down
Just don't let me down
Hold on to your kite

64378  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-04-17
Written: (6592 days ago)

You blew me out on a Sunday night
You were bored to tears pretending
Knew what you wanted and I'm nothing like the
girl in your happy ending


Well you were wrong to lead me on
Now in the night I wake up screaming
Where the hell did I go wrong?
Where's Scotty when you need him?

64365  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-04-17
Written: (6592 days ago)

I'm obessive when just one thought of you comes up
I'm agressive just one thought of closing up
You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
cause every moment gone you know I miss you
I'm the question and your of course the answer
hold me close boy cause I'm your tiny dancer
You make me shaken up,never mistaken
But I can't control myself got me calling out for help

S.O.S. please someone help me. Its not healthy for me to feel this
Y.O.U. are making this hard, I can't take it see it don't feel right

S.O.S. please someone help me. Its not healthy for me to feel this
Y.O.U. are making this hard, you got me tossing and turning i cant sleep at night

This time please someone come and rescue me
Cause you or my mind got me losing it
I'm lost you got me lookin for the rest of me, love it testing me, but still im losing it
This time please someone come and rescue me cause you or my mind got me losing it
I'm lost you got me looking for the rest of me, got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Just your presence and I second guess my sanity
Yes its a lesson and its based on my vanity
My tummy's up in knots so as I see you I get so hot
Common sense is out the door can't seem to find the light
Take me (uh huh) you know inside you feel it right
Take me I'ma put desire in your arms tonight
I'm out with you, ya got me head over heels
Boy you got me hanging on the way you make me feel

S.O.S. please someone help me. Its not healthy for me to feel this
Y.O.U. are making this hard, you got me tossing and turning i cant sleep at night

This time please someone come and rescue me
Cause you or my mind got me losing it
I'm lost you got me lookin for the rest, love is testing me, but still im losing it
This time please someone come and rescue me cause your on my mind you got me losing it
I'm lost you got me looking for the rest of me, got the best of me, so now I'm losing it


Boy you know you got me feeling open
And boy your loves enough with words unspoken
I said boy I'm telling you, you got me open
I don't know what to do its true
I'm going crazy over you I'm begging

64199  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-04-15
Written: (6594 days ago)

.I made a stupid mistake I dint mean to fuck stuff up like this I wish id done what he did i dont wanna go back to more shit like that i lost some of the best people i knew for one mistake now everythigns alright for you and they want me to stay out of there lives i didnt want this to happen if i could turn back the time i would i swear i would id take all of it myself please dont leave me this way.

63850  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-04-12
Written: (6597 days ago)

Sometimes you know you push me so hard
I don't know how I feel
You almost make me doubt I feel at all

It's not as though I always listen
But there's just so much I don't hear
Maybe I'll never be what you want
I know that all you're asking for
Is a little place in my heart
But I don't find it easy to give

Maybe I get a little selfish sometimes
Why shouldn't I?
I used to say I love you
But would it make a difference this time?

And who am I to tell you that I would never let you down
That no-one else could love you half as much as I do now
And who am I to tell you I'll always catch you when you fall
Well I, I wouldn't be myself at all
I wouldn't be myself at all, at all.

I always find a reason why I didn't put you first
It's not that complicated I know
I really hate it when you shake your head like this ain't gonna work
Maybe you'll never reap what you sow

I didn't want to do what everybody does
And hide the truth to find we never knew a thing about love
Cos this is real life, real love
And knowing what it comes down too
It just might be enough

59418  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-03-16
Written: (6624 days ago)

[...My Head Is Spinning Round, I Dont Know What To Do, When I Pass Out, I Dream A Little Dream Of You...]

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