[Punk Rock Riot]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2006-04-21
Written: (6601 days ago)

you think your so hard done too...let me tell you whats actually happened...

firstly, your mum hasnt stopped you from doing anything, mine has, you've been kicked out of a skool you didnt like and dont have to go back until you do your exams, i however have to go back to a skool i hate and take all the shit. Then, you've kept all your mates and gained more, iv lost a load, and now half of them would rather have you around than me. You now get accepted into the 6th form you wanna go to, where as I might not be allowed to go to the one i want too!! Finally, Iv lost someone i love, and you've got a good excuse to get rid of someone you were sick of. And Iv wrecked your life?

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Written about Wednesday 2006-04-19
Written: (6603 days ago)

I'm not saying it was your fault
Although you could have done more

Oh you're so naive yet so

How could this be done
Your such a smiling sweetheart
Oh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly way
Something so beautiful
That everytime I look inside

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I may say it was your fault
Cause I know you could have done more

Oh you're so naive yet so

How could this be done
By such a smiling sweetheart
Oh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly way something so beautiful
Everytime I look inside

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

How could this be done
By such a smiling sweetheart

Oh you're so naive yet so

Such an ugly thing
Someone so beautiful
And everytime you're on his side

I know she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it maybe be she's still out to get me

And I know she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it maybe be she's still out to get me

Just don't let me down
Just don't let me down
Hold on to your kite

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Written about Monday 2006-04-17
Written: (6605 days ago)

You blew me out on a Sunday night
You were bored to tears pretending
Knew what you wanted and I'm nothing like the
girl in your happy ending


Well you were wrong to lead me on
Now in the night I wake up screaming
Where the hell did I go wrong?
Where's Scotty when you need him?

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Written about Monday 2006-04-17
Written: (6605 days ago)

I'm obessive when just one thought of you comes up
I'm agressive just one thought of closing up
You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
cause every moment gone you know I miss you
I'm the question and your of course the answer
hold me close boy cause I'm your tiny dancer
You make me shaken up,never mistaken
But I can't control myself got me calling out for help

S.O.S. please someone help me. Its not healthy for me to feel this
Y.O.U. are making this hard, I can't take it see it don't feel right

S.O.S. please someone help me. Its not healthy for me to feel this
Y.O.U. are making this hard, you got me tossing and turning i cant sleep at night

This time please someone come and rescue me
Cause you or my mind got me losing it
I'm lost you got me lookin for the rest of me, love it testing me, but still im losing it
This time please someone come and rescue me cause you or my mind got me losing it
I'm lost you got me looking for the rest of me, got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Just your presence and I second guess my sanity
Yes its a lesson and its based on my vanity
My tummy's up in knots so as I see you I get so hot
Common sense is out the door can't seem to find the light
Take me (uh huh) you know inside you feel it right
Take me I'ma put desire in your arms tonight
I'm out with you, ya got me head over heels
Boy you got me hanging on the way you make me feel

S.O.S. please someone help me. Its not healthy for me to feel this
Y.O.U. are making this hard, you got me tossing and turning i cant sleep at night

This time please someone come and rescue me
Cause you or my mind got me losing it
I'm lost you got me lookin for the rest, love is testing me, but still im losing it
This time please someone come and rescue me cause your on my mind you got me losing it
I'm lost you got me looking for the rest of me, got the best of me, so now I'm losing it


Boy you know you got me feeling open
And boy your loves enough with words unspoken
I said boy I'm telling you, you got me open
I don't know what to do its true
I'm going crazy over you I'm begging

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Written about Saturday 2006-04-15
Written: (6607 days ago)

.I made a stupid mistake I dint mean to fuck stuff up like this I wish id done what he did i dont wanna go back to more shit like that i lost some of the best people i knew for one mistake now everythigns alright for you and they want me to stay out of there lives i didnt want this to happen if i could turn back the time i would i swear i would id take all of it myself please dont leave me this way.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-04-12
Written: (6610 days ago)

Sometimes you know you push me so hard
I don't know how I feel
You almost make me doubt I feel at all

It's not as though I always listen
But there's just so much I don't hear
Maybe I'll never be what you want
I know that all you're asking for
Is a little place in my heart
But I don't find it easy to give

Maybe I get a little selfish sometimes
Why shouldn't I?
I used to say I love you
But would it make a difference this time?

And who am I to tell you that I would never let you down
That no-one else could love you half as much as I do now
And who am I to tell you I'll always catch you when you fall
Well I, I wouldn't be myself at all
I wouldn't be myself at all, at all.

I always find a reason why I didn't put you first
It's not that complicated I know
I really hate it when you shake your head like this ain't gonna work
Maybe you'll never reap what you sow

I didn't want to do what everybody does
And hide the truth to find we never knew a thing about love
Cos this is real life, real love
And knowing what it comes down too
It just might be enough

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Written about Thursday 2006-03-16
Written: (6637 days ago)

[...My Head Is Spinning Round, I Dont Know What To Do, When I Pass Out, I Dream A Little Dream Of You...]

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Written about Thursday 2006-03-09
Written: (6644 days ago)
Next in thread: 58303

.//That Is the Moment That You Know...You Told Her You Loved Her, but you DONT.&&
57861  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-03-06
Written: (6647 days ago)

.So pinch me I must be dreaming
My life has lost all its meaning
But i like the way I'm feeling now.

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