[berbear ice cold1384]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2005-07-24
Written: (7021 days ago)

i was invited to go to go to grassroots again last night but i didnt really wanna go. not with brian atleast. i dont know i think that riding in the car with him last time made me not wanna go again with him. and the way he drives even sober and straight is messed up. i dont know but hummmm. and the thing with felisha well she was suppose to call me but i she didnt. so i dont know whats happening. i dont know im gunna go
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Written about Friday 2005-07-22
Written: (7023 days ago)

i went to grassroots last night... it was sooo fun. we werent gunna go there in the first place but we went down town to get some gas to go to this party. and we saw this kid coondog... and hes cool. and i like him. anyway... we went to grassroots in a 4 person car with 5 people in it. i was squished... and well we got there and i drank alot of ice 101 and then got really really high... dont worry it was only weed... but then again at grassroots you never know what your really getting. but everyone but me and coon were looking for mushrooms. him and i were looking for weed and only did weed. but it was awesome. i was sooo high. but before that we saw oopy... i could understand him because of the way he was talking. and all night he was saying that he cant see straight. i was like yeah oopy do another line why dontcha... anyway we had to take him home too. so when we left we had 6 people in a 4 seater. wow but oopy sat in the way back with the base speaker.... anyway i puked in the back seat because they were passing arround the ice 101 and it has a real strong smell to it... mint. and we were swerving and all that. i was going crazy and i got motion sick and puked. blah. and then when we dropped off oopy and coondog we went to the lawndry mat whitch was dumb and they flirted with some hoes... the guys i was with and when the dumbasses got done and didnt get any hoes brian droped off cory and chet and dropped me off and then did whatever after... i dont know but i got something to eat and went to sleep AND IM GOING BACK TONIGHT!!!
BER

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Written about Thursday 2005-07-21
Written: (7024 days ago)

ok what to say what to say... well i went to bed at about 5 in the morning... and i got up about 3. we were suppose to go to this park thingy... but that got cancled i guess no one talks to me so whatever. i dont know. sometimes i feel like i cant tell people what i really thing because they expect me to think something else. and i dont want to let their thinking go to hell. and with this diary i dont feel like i can say all i want to. i cant just write whats in my head. id ont know if its just the fact that this is so public but then again i could just make it not public anymore. but also i dont feel like being smart and acctualy explaining things like i usualy do when im having a convorastion with someone. its weird
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Written about Wednesday 2005-07-20
Written: (7026 days ago)

well today i found out that one of my best friends and her boyfriend broke up... im suppose to be going out to a party or something iwth her but i dont know. you gotta know her to know what may or maynot happen. but the weirdest thing is that her x is calling me to just talk and shit like that. i mean i dont hate him but i never really consitered him a friend or anything. i dont know. things are just kinda weird right now. im talking to him right now. he said earlyer that its so weird being alone so he asked me if i mind that he called me. i was like i really dont care if he does. i mean i dont. hes got alot of party connections and other things like pot and shit like that but i dont know. things are weird. hummmmm ill write what happens tonight.
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29237  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-07-19
Written: (7026 days ago)

As usual... i cant sleep. but dont worry about me thats nothing different. just get to stay up and annoyingly not talk to anyone important but myself. im watching daria. mels playing on the other computer. we havent said a word to eachother in about a hr. and when we did talk before the hr i asked her if she wanted to watch a movie with me. she said she would watch some with me but she never did. mel just went to bed and she didnt say a word to me. i dont know some things are more important to me then other people. i think i may read into things more then other people. but maybe its just that im a girl. do all girls think like i do??? i dont know.
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Written about Monday 2005-07-18
Written: (7027 days ago)

well its my first time having a house. i like it. i think this site will be my number one site from now on. well im gunna go now
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