[sadgirlnchucks]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2006-06-25
Written: (6516 days ago)

you know what..
I <3 late night snuggle sessions

Always.. Remeber that

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-22
Written: (6519 days ago)

I'm about to JET OUT OF HERE KIDS

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-21
Written: (6520 days ago)

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Written about Tuesday 2006-06-20
Written: (6521 days ago)

I am sooo BORED
save me ..

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-15
Written: (6526 days ago)

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-14
Written: (6527 days ago)

I am sombodies world...
He holds my heart in the plam of his hand..
he knows he can either MAKE OR FUCKING BREAK ME With simple words or Jesus.. Looks can kill too..

You know what.. we are gonna marry.. He has already asked me.. he is gonna give me a R I N G
Jealous much? You should be..
how can you not love a [EX DRUG DEALER]
i know I could never say no...
He is Mine... All mine.. I'm seeing him today...
I could go on and on..
But I will [s]p[a]r[e] Yew

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-14
Written: (6527 days ago)

I'm hungry..
VERY HUNGRY..
i don't wanna go to work.. But maybe I should..
*sighs* I'm really bored...
I want some code red ..
I just want to cuddle..
is that so much to ask?

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Written about Tuesday 2006-06-13
Written: (6528 days ago)

I MIGHT BE MOVING TO SOUTHER CALI</b>
 

AWESOME EH?
Missing: </b>

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Written about Tuesday 2006-06-13
Written: (6528 days ago)

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Written about Tuesday 2006-06-13
Written: (6528 days ago)

The 24th I'm going to a concert
WITH MY MAN.....
WE ARE GONNA HAVE A FUCKING BLAST...

ROCK OUT WITH YOUR C O C K out BITCHES

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Written about Tuesday 2006-06-13
Written: (6528 days ago)

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Written about Monday 2006-06-12
Written: (6529 days ago)

I'm going to see soil on the 24th <3

Yup soil.. You can't beat me bitches

http://www.tk101.com/pages/concerts.html

CHECK IT OUT


71313  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-06-12
Written: (6529 days ago)

Hello everybody... *Cuddles them*
I'm really bored.. I'm mean REALLY BORED

I need a D R I N K

Something heavy...

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Written about Monday 2006-06-05
Written: (6536 days ago)

Well sports fans.. my hair is
G O N E
I CUT IT OFF... ITS SHORT AND A DIFFERENT COLOR NOW
*WOOOOT*
PICS COMMING SOON

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Written about Wednesday 2006-05-31
Written: (6541 days ago)

I'M BACK <3

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Written about Thursday 2006-05-25
Written: (6547 days ago)

Well maybe i should Go
I will be on [ V A C A T I O N ]
UNTIL.... WED.....
I HOPE YALL MISS ME...

I WILL MISS YALL <3
i should go to work to make up some hours

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Written about Wednesday 2006-05-24
Written: (6548 days ago)

*woooot* MIS ...
anyway I'm really bored
I'm at work and i miss my bf..
I just want to be held..
I want to be cuddled.. I want to be kissed
I wna to be told everything is
[ O K A Y ]

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Written about Thursday 2006-05-18
Written: (6554 days ago)

Have you given up on me?
What is goin on through your head right now..
I know what is going through mine..
I know what I want to do right now..
I feel like without you .. there is no [ M E ]
Maybe its true .. maybe its not..
THE WORLD WILL NEVER KNOW..

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Written about Tuesday 2006-05-16
Written: (6556 days ago)

"Miss Murder"

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
take my life?

whoa-oh-ohh

With just a look they shook
And heavens bowed before him.
Simply a look can break your heart.
The stars that pierce the sky;
He left them all behind.
We’re left to wonder why
He left us all behind.

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh
(ohh)

Dreams of his crash won’t pass
Or how they all adored him.
Beauty will last when spiraled down.
The stars that mystify
He left them all behind.
And how his children cry
He left us all behind.

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh

What's the rift that twists
within this furthest mystery?
I would gladly bet my life upon it.
At the cost of love your ray of light
Will fizzle out without hope.
When the empty sand just flowing through our empty skin,
And we're searching for what we were promised.
Reaching for the cold and rain we never let go,
They won't ever let us blow our filthy hands apart.

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh

68077  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-05-15
Written: (6557 days ago)

are my walls REALLLY CRUMBLING BEFORE MY EYES... are they really.. It feels like they are.. My light you are fading.. Please don't leave me alone.. I can't bear being alone without you.. please don't give up on me.. EVERYBODY ALWAYS GIVES UP ON ME... I seem sometimes I'm never perfect enough.. Not skinny enough.. not smart enough.. Not loving enough.. Jessica you are Fucking cold hearted bitch... *sighs* This is what I get told... When people hurt me I FUCKING BECOME COLD... i put all my trust in you ... Please don't break it.. I don't know What I WOULD do with myself... I don't wanna be alone anymore... Please don't let people physically back me into a corner.. Please make the screaming stop.. But for gods sake... PLEASE MAKE THE PAIN STOP.... CAN YOU ??? PLEASE... Can you make my heart stop hurting.. Can you make my heart go into my chest instead of my throat.. Why is it when you are sad I FEEL FUCKING HORRIBLE.. IT FUCKING KILLLS ME....I will get better I promise.. everything just seems to not be going my way... If you can help me through this it would be the best thing you could do.. .God don't give up...

But another part of me is saying "YOUR PRAYING WON'T WORK HERE.. THIS IS NOT'S GODS WORK"
but sadly I don't believe in god.. He has hurt me way to many times to count...

you defy me stars...

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Written about Wednesday 2006-05-03
Written: (6569 days ago)

i have one more thing to say on that note

[ AND LETS PLAY D O C T O R BABE... ]
<3

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