[bubblesxerotica]'s diary
old school pic
that's me in the middle headbanging to slipknot...i think that's what we were listening to at the timeAiden- Knife Blood Nightmare
There is no real me
Only an entity
Something illusionary
And though i can hide my cold gaze
And you can shake my hand
And feel flesh gripping yours
And maybe you can even sense
That our lifestyles are probably comparable
I simply..am not..there
She said "Live young and leave a wake of beauty."
That's all I ever could have asked, should have asked from you.
And I won't forget to write you when I get there soon,
'Cause you'll be lying dead from stab wounds to the neck and chest again.
(They found you covered up in blood, covered head to toe in blood.)
Face first in a tale of awkward love.
(They found you covered up in blood, she's bleeding, she's bleeding.)
Gone, with the stitching in her heart left out,
A silhouette that just won't heal
And dying in your arms tonight.
(In my dreams, we die with this blood and this knife.)
Locked away.
I know it's all just a bad dream now.
So now midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this.
Midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this.
(In my dreams, we die with this blood and this knife.)
Now! I know it's all just a bad dream now...
I say, "This is the last time that I will ever get to see your face alive."
(They found you covered up in blood, covered head to toe in blood.)
She said, "Live young and leave a wake of beauty."
That's all I ever could have asked, should have asked from you.
And I won't forget to write you when I get there soon
'Cause you'll be lying dead from dreaming...nig
So now midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this.
Midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this.
Midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this nightmare.
Written about Tuesday 2006-06-06
Written: (6540 days ago)
so...i got a another msg saying i looked like some porn star.
UH NO
[I.AM]: narcissistic
[I.LOVE]: certain ppl
[I.HAVE]: cooties. lol j/k
[I.HATE]: liars
[I.MISS]: you
[I.WANT]: to be loved
[I.FEEL]: ignored
[I.WONDER]: how i'll survive
[I.SMELL]: like sex. j/k...i smell lovely
[I.LIKE]: pretty panties
[I.EAT]: flowers. just once
[I.SAY]: weird things
[I.THINK]: i'm a loser
[I.TRY]: too hard sometimes
[I.HUG]: everyone that hugs me first
[I.KISS]: ppl i love
[I.TALK]: too much when i'm excited
[I.CARE]: even if you don't know i do
[I.ASK]: my sister how i look all the time
[I.NEED]: love
[I.WISH]: i could stay happy
[I.FEAR]: loss and being alone
[I.HEAR]: voices
[I.CRAVE]: ice cream
[I.SEARCH]: for that special someone
[I.REGRET]: things but i would never go back to change them
Written about Monday 2006-04-03
Written: (6605 days ago)
...i feel so much better about myself
NOT
suppose to say
"you look smashing"
For this Valentine's Day...
Written about Friday 2006-02-03
Written: (6664 days ago)
hehe i had to take a pic of it ... b/c it made me giggle
i kinda want one ;P
Written about Friday 2005-12-23
Written: (6706 days ago)
washing the eggs off of my truck from being egged playing car tag last weekend...
pumping my gas (lol)...
yeah, i think it's SWEET :)
yes YOU, JOEY. <3 =P
i'm NOT evil...i swear ;)
Written about Tuesday 2005-12-20
Written: (6709 days ago)
who knew twister could be so interesting? lol
you're so evil. you know that? =P
(i don't remember writing my last entry but it must be true)
OMFG i looooooooooove you joey
me and my joey hung out for awhile ...before we had to go see chronicles of narnia. it was a pretty badass movie.
mags, erica, and alisha (i haven't seen erica in like 4 yrs) came over to my house around midnight and yeah... drinking and catching up on good times =)
Written about Tuesday 2005-12-06
Written: (6723 days ago)
i looooove you guys
you made my 18th b-day extra special <3 <3 <3
...loved the lion, the handcuffs, the money, and last but not least JOEY popping out of nowhere.
i had a blast
(can't wait to go to the hookah bar this weekend w/ mags)
there's something seriously wrong w/ me
...i CAN'T stop smiling
you can make-out w/ my belly button ...ANY day
LOL
so...apparentl
i'm going to joey's b-day party this weekend. it'll be super awesome!
halloween punk show was awesome. everyone loved my costume =) man i got connections w/ the bands. being asian rocks, getting things for free kicks major ass.
i didn't care too much for the bands really ...since i was w/ joey most of the time and wasn't listening. o.0
k-chan approves of him =P
hannah had a movie night tonight. funnelcake and mt. dew. wOot!!! it was just me, joey, glen, and hannah for the most part. alec, holly, adam, matt,and ricky were there for a few moments but had to leave. fun times man...
oh btw. we won powderpuff 22-0 or something like that. GO seniors!!!
Written about Wednesday 2005-10-26
Written: (6764 days ago)
i tried...nerd day didn't seem to work for me. lol
i apparently pull it off TOO well.
muahaha powderpuff game is on oct. 27 at paul tyson @ 7:00 pm. wish me luck!
Written about Friday 2005-10-21
Written: (6769 days ago)
looking forward to this weekend. yay i'm getting my costume...i think i'll wear it to homecoming just for the hell of it. actually it's b/c i want to go to the halloween show afterwards =) hannah made me a mum and it's super awesome. i love it, i really do