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So finally I descide to actually serve God with all I am, completly... This won't be easy, but hey when has anyone known me to do anything easy?

The only thing you are falling for is your own stupidity.
Blinded by feelings a heart can only realize what seems...
Only an idiot can be so easily fooled for he is trapped within his own stupidity.
I like you, no I like you.
A rollercoster of pain and idiocity.
Ignorant Dead...

Sometimes when you feel like you are losing everything... Everything is fine... You don't feel that bad, cause you know all of the suffering isn't suffering at all. You don't feel pain cause it is for the better. Sometimes you think your parents say that just to mess with your head... I guess I sound like mine now. Thing is, I am proud that I do. I know somepeople I am gonna hurt and others will just be sad. I know however that it is all for the best... All of it. I really need to find something new, someone, somthing, some feeling, or even life. I love all of you around me, I hope you know that, but if I tell you enough... It is not a lie as much as you would like to think so... *Smiles* Goodbye...