I think...im beginning to enjoy life...things are falling into place...its great *smiles*...but still old things linger...and they probably will for a while yet. All i can do is smile and try and work though them !! ^_^

I don't know. Theres too many screwd up things happening right now. I dont know wether to be full of joy or lock myself in my room, turn some agressive music up and just sit back and watch blood trickly down my arm. Maybe ill just putt he two together and laugh as i scar my flesh. mmm.