The world is swallowing my life I am drowning in my own blood

Just a poem today:
The Last Words My Ears Thought To Hear
"I love you"
The last words my ears thought to hear.
I glance up,
Certain to see,
his laughter mocking me,
Love shining is all i see,
It's glowing bright for my soul to see.

For it's as bright as is he,
Unfathomable feelings sweep,
Content yet tangled with fear.
Open your mouth, close it again,
can't explain,
no reply.
Up again so joe and I can see,
"I love you too"
The last words my ears thought to hear.

Well today my dad bitched at me for like 4 hours about how much of a bitch I am and how I'm ungrateful that he is my father and all this other bullshit. I'm seriously considering emancipation. Today, for like the second time ever, I deserved to be bitched at because I took the car without permission and I kind of don't have my license yet so yeah. But he didn't need to call me a bitch, I mean it wasn't that big of a deal, at least I didn't get caught by the cops like my sister did. My god he bitches at me when I don't have something to do to get me out of the house then he bitches because I'm always gone. (and he wonders why i like to be the fuck away from my fuckered up family and fuckered up life. Oh well whatever.I gotta go it's like 1 am and I have to get up early to go to school so peace.